IT IS NOT OVER UNTIL WE WIN

Chaos Magic, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Crime, Elite Paedophile Network, Illuminates of Thanateros, Knights of Chaos, Mind Control, MK Ultra, Murder, Occult, Paedophilia, Paganism, Psychology, Religion, Ritual Abuse, Ritual Murder, Satanic Ritual Abuse, Satanism, Trauma Based Mind Control

Five years have passed since the disclosures that made this blog necessary. During this time the guilty and their dupes have done everything they can to disseminate misinformation and character assassination across the internet in an attempt to discredit me. As well as suffering the grief of losing my entire family, all of whom I loved deeply, I have been subjected to libel and slander of the worst kind. Since this can easily be found by anyone who Googles my name, this has also seriously damaged my career. I have lost several jobs as a result. Although I have thankfully still managed to sell my art, and so I am not completely broke despite my undeserved online undeserved ‘reputation’, I do not make nearly enough to live on. It is clear my name will never fully recover from any of this, even if and when the guilty are finally exposed and jailed.

I have a collection of malicious emails, which have been forwarded to the police, complete with less than subtle taunts and attempts at n.l.p. clearly intended to encourage my suicide. These have been continuing now for years. Harassment has not been limited to online, either: members of Colin Batley’s ‘cult’ just happen to live in the city of Bristol, where I live – as does a certain wealthy ex-cult leader, desperate to cover his embarrassment at how low the Illuminates of Thanateros have truly sunk. The police have been informed of all of this, but there is not a lot they can do about any of it.

Unsurprisingly, gossip regarding this vile situation has spread through various forums like wildfire; especially wherever the guilty have influence and see an opportunity to try and control the narrative. Anyone who speaks up in support of me, or even expresses the same views, is almost invariably accused of actually being my ‘sock-puppet’ (i.e. a fake internet identity secretly controlled by me). Since nobody wants to find themselves suffering the libel and slander I have, this has often proven effective.

The majority of people, not wanting to think to deeply about matters such as the ritualized abuse of children, or how much money ‘cults’ might make out of selling sadistic porn films of (apparent?) ‘Satanic Ritual Abuse’ (i.e. sadistic paedophiles dressed in black robes and masks). Such films are worth even more money since S.R.A. is officially denied to exist by both UK and USA governments, who ‘coincidentally’ keep having to face allegations of people trafficking, child prostitution, and even of participating in the sadistic rituals themselves..

I bet there is, by now, a wide market for such films. I can certainly tell you that, during the decade that Colin Batley’s group was operating, all those I later learned to have been involved with it came into money. This is why they can point their finger at me, who has none (thanks to their efforts), and use this as ‘evidence’ for their assertion that I am bitter and jealous of their (apparent) success.

That Colin Batley was a member of the Illuminates of Thanateros has been disclosed by others, other than myself. The first was from the anonymous ‘Deathcultreject’, who disclosed on the forums of David Icke’s website in 2009. Since Icke himself has been widely ‘discredited’, despite having been right about Jimmy Savile and much else besides, and ‘Deathcultreject’ by their own admission suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder (a condition caused by extreme childhood trauma) their disclosures have been dismissed by police and the occult community alike. There is also a blog by a single mother and ex ‘novice’ of the German section of the Illuminates of Thanateros, where she expresses her disgust that not everyone in the order saw Colin Batley’s membership as a problem. More recently, Ray Sherwin has published his book OUROBOROS, where he states that he has had disclosures and complaints from many people, all around the world, concerning the criminal activities of the Illuminates of Thanateros.

The first disclosures I was present at in 2012 identified to me 13 people including my own father, Robert Harris aka Szandor Dashwood (styling himself after Satanists Szandor LaVey, founder of the Church of Satan, and Dashwood, founder of the Hellfire Club), my mother and stepfather, Ann and Adrian Brynn-Evans (well known as ‘witches’ and ‘Druids’), the mother of my daughter Nicola Ward aka Nikki Wyrd (current Magi of the Illuminates of Thanateros, who by her own admission was introduced to magick by myself), several other ex-lovers (Anton Channing, Peter Mastin, Angelena Lovecraft, all also members of the I.O.T., and all of whom held grudges since having been rejected by me), Jaq D Hawkins aka Denise Channing (another I.O.T. Member, and at that time partner to Anton Channing), and Mogg Morgan (who, as ‘Mandrake of Oxford’, currently publishes books written by I.O.T. members). My mother and stepfather are also long term associates of Julian Vayne, who they knew since the 1990s when he lived in Milton Keynes, and who is now Nikki Ward’s partner (occultism is a small world indeed!) and as a result in a position of leadership within the Illuminates of Thanateros. In addition to the 13, the disclosures also included the victim’s own parents, Peter Pracownik (New Age artist, sometime Hawkwind guitarist, friend to Gary Glitter, a friend of my stepfather’s since the 1970s – Google his name alongside Julian Vayne and you will find they also know each other) and their stepmother Nicola Lydon. This is by no means a disparate group of people who can claim not to know each other, as they have often insisted. When Colin Batley was jailed, it was widely reported that there was a large cult around him, the membership of which he refused to identify. These people, and others, were that cult.

I have attempted, over and over, to warn people, and have suffered greatly as a result. Meanwhile, the occult community continues to support events organised by the guilty, and their books even get mentioned in The Guardian. This is because, as was widely reported, the cult around Colin Batley (actually the order – probably orders in plural – that he was involved with, also including the Pagan Federation and the O.T.O.) is well connected: not just within occultism, but through corruption within police, social services, and even the media. When Jasmine and I met Colin Batley face-to-face at ‘Crowley Day’, held at The Cube, Bristol, December 2006, where he attended disguised by fake facial tattoos actually drawn with Sharpie pens and fixed with hairspray (it worked at the time) and claiming his name was Nigel, he boasted to us of having connections in the psychedelic music industry (everyone around Jasmine’s ex-partner Peter Pracownik and Hawkwind, but incongruously not them), and politics (claiming to have been abused as a child in Satanic Ritual as a child by a well known member of parliament).

Since this blog started, one of these 13 has been hit by a train, and the Illuminates of Thanateros have been disgraced by both the order’s original founders. Additionally, both Jasmine and myself have been cleared in court – after a 9 month long fact finding – of NOT being in any way responsible for the victim’s disclosures. Despite what it might say online, I have also been officially examined by psychiatrists and found to be remarkably sane, and therefore capable of offering evidence in a court room. Beyond the 15 (13 plus the victim’s biological father and stepmother), the disclosures included being further targetted by other peadophiles connected to the Batley cult and resident in Bristol (where Batley is widely reported to have also operated): one of the main perpetrators here (just weeks after taunting me online for working in a British Heart Foundation charity shop) has suffered several heart attacks and will soon be dead. We also have an upheld IPCC complaint, proving that police botched the investigation right from the start, and meaning the case can be reopened at any time if others come forward with evidence.

As far as I am concerned these are all hard won successes, but it is clear the war is much bigger than these few minor battles. BEASTWING 666 shall continue to expose those involved in the ritual abuse of children and adults. I will not rest or back down from this, for any reason – whether because of libel, slander, death threats, alleged ‘curses’, physical harassment, or legal threats. Watch this space for further updates.

 

 

 

It is not over until we win.

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Review: OUROBOROS by Ray Sherwin

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For those who do not know the name Ray Sherwin he is the chap who originally coined the term ‘Chaos Magic’ and put the work in to form the original Illuminates of Thanateros. Without Ray none of it would have happened. It might surprise you to learn he is no peacock, swanning around boasting and claiming responsibility for everything – which is why his name has remained relatively obscure compared to certain cuckoos in the nest we shall not name here. It might also surprise you to learn that he does not consider any of this to be some kind of legacy, or anything to be particularly proud of.

There is more wisdom in this one book than in the entire corpus of Chaos Magic published so far. It contains, hands down, the most important information that anyone interested or in any way involved with the ‘path’ at any level could possibly read. In a time where certain big names have been so intent on covering up the true story of Chaos Magick and the I.O.T.’s origins  – including, among other atrocities, crimes of extreme child abuse and the death of three youngsters – it is a great relief to see that at least one of it’s innovators has the balls to tell the truth. Occultism in general can only benefit from such honesty.

But there is much more to this book than blowing away the false glamours of pretentious and abusive fools. There is also real magick, from a reappraisal of sigil magick to musings upon the nature of Self in relation to Kaos and Kosmos. Ray presents us with insights drawn from decades of experience; arguably more than any other person associated with the Chaos current. This is not so much a book of instructions of ‘how to do’ so much as a book about ‘how it was done’. As Ray puts it himself, the secrets of magick can be written on the back of a postage stamp, which may be oversimplifying things but you get the point. What we find here are examples as to how those secrets were applied.

What stand out for me personally, apart from the great relief that someone with some real ‘weight’ behind them has finally outed all those nasty paedophiles in Chaos Magick (and Satanism, too), is that Ray actually has some TALENT. The poetry and prose in the rituals published here are a joy to read, and to re-read. There are things that can only be expressed as ‘sidereal’, as Austin Spare put it, and not everybody is capable of doing this.

But what about his ‘results’, you ask? Other than inventing Chaos Magick, that is?

I happen to know all the supposedly ‘big names’ in the Chaos current. The only one who made himself even slightly wealthy (not ‘rich’, as he claims) did so by copying Ray’s business model. Apart from this, he is also the only one who seems to have married well. Have you ever noticed how plain most of the women in Chaos Magick are? Or how the men who have wives keep them hidden, and you never hear from them? And before anyone accuses me of being ‘sexist’ for having said so, it is not me who adheres to the myth that a woman cannot be both intelligent and beautiful at the same time.. a myth certain unnamed Chaos magicians seem to use to excuse themselves for having such butt ugly wives, and an attitude similarly shared by most of the women they associate with, who cannot take women seriously if they are better looking than they are.

Not only is Ray’s wife Lorraine beautiful, she is also talented. Her artwork graces the pages of Ouroboros, and she also did the covers for this book and Ray’s previous publication V.I.T.R.I.O.L.

Sell all your old Chaos Magick books, give them to a charity shop, better yet burn them all, and read this one instead. When you have finished reading it, read it again.

You won’t be disappointed.

 

FRA. ANIMI IMPERIO ⸫ Ɵ ⸫

 

Ouroboros

Some more facts concerning our case by Jasmine DeVille

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I am very sad to have to bring up all this again but I will not have an innocent man slandered, as Nathaniel has been by the likes of Mogg Morgan, the Hoaxtead blog and others – and I will not have other innocents twisted into protecting the guilty.

Most of the disclosures upon which Nathaniel’s book Beast Wing 666 are based were made to me – the child’s mother. Nathaniel was not present, does not even know the half of them and does not need to.

The child concerned is now an adult and would prefer everyone to shut up about them. It is perfectly understandable – the impression they have been given about how the justice system works is that nobody takes you seriously and instead punishes the innocent for saying anything against the guilty.

I spent nine months in the Family Law Court when Social Services decided to bring a case against us for allegedly forcing a child to make their disclosures (as the paedophile ring had claimed). It was me that insisted on a Fact Finding, which is why the case took so long. When all the evidence had been sifted – and despite cult members being called to the stand by Social Services as witnesses against us (!) – the Magistrate decided that we were good parents who had taken the child seriously, that we had taken every step to protect and support them, that the Police investigation had been mishandled, and we should have been given greater protection.

It is Social Services (specifically social worker Rebecca Mumford) who are in contempt of the court’s ruling, and it is they who are the reason my child grew to adulthood in the clutches of paedophiles – their biological father, his partner and their friends – being made to do and say God(s) knows what to protect themselves from further abuse. I fear to make contact with them for worry they may be punished for even speaking to me.

These are the facts, sad as they are. Nathaniel stood by us in the face of his own family. He sacrificed his career as an occult author, on occasions his freedom. Spending nights in the cells on charges of harassing suspected paedophiles – when all he has done is protect us – really brings the justice system into focus.

Most importantly – the Police believe us. The Crown Prosecution Service have decided not to proceed at this time but this does NOT mean the allegations were dismissed. It is simply that the disclosures were made by a vulnerable young person who does not have the strength to take the stand in court. The only actual witnesses to the crimes against them are the accused – all we can do is point out the huge amount of readily available circumstantial evidence, such as that Nathaniel’s parents Ann & Adrian Bryn-Evans appeared in the paper during the trail for the murder of their associate Peter Solheimlater identified as a member of the same paedophile ring as their other associate Peter Petrauske, who also appeared at the trial. We have said as much as we are prepared to at this time and hope that other witnesses will come forward.

To those within the occult community who have ignored our warnings – go ahead, hang out with these unprosecuted members of the paedophile Cul-De-Sac cult. Get into their lives. See how often they can tell the truth about anything. Ask yourself these questions: Why are they so quick to deny the existence of ritual abuse? Do you REALLY believe these people can do magick? How often do they have anything good to say about each other – let alone anyone else?

At the heart of it the guilty have my pity. I feel very sorry for the deluded saps if they actually thought that abusing a disabled child would bring them more power. If they were bribed or coerced by people they believe are more powerful than them my pit is all the greater. They cannot undo what has been done. They also cannot undo their displays of malicious libel and slander in their efforts to protect themselves. The fact they will display their cruelty at every opportunity shows desperate weakness of character.

We note that Treadwells have hosted many events for those who abused my child. They have also held a special evening of ritual abuse denial. How about inviting US along to give a talk about the REALITY of ritual abuse?

William Burroughs – Chaos Magician & Paedophile

Chaos Magic, Cover Up, Homosexuality, Illuminates of Thanateros, Occult, Paedophilia, Ritual Abuse

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Another famous member of the Illuminates of Thanateros whose name they drop at every opportunity is the author William Burroughs. He was regularly mentioned by Dave Lee and others in the pages of Chaos International magazine.

It also just so happens that many of the trolling emails and ‘comments’ I have received from the unprosecuted members of the child abusing cul-de-sac cult of Colin Batley are in the form of ‘cut ups’ (probably written by Julian Vayne); all have been passed to the Police in the building case against them for their harassment.

A book about the Burroughs / magic connection has been written by Matthew Levi Stevens, another fool who has attempted to discredit me online whilst defending his ‘friends’ against allegations of paedophilia. He really does seem to know a lot of them, just saying.. and just for the record, no I was not the first person to draw attention to the proclivities of COIL also members of the I.O.T., as it happens).

Quite aside from Burrough’s constant narratives about ‘boy love’ he gives an anecdote about paying children to watch them perform sexual acts upon each other in this book: http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/23949.Literary_Outlaw

This is an admission from the man himself – rather than something said ‘about’ him. During most of his lifetime male rape was not even recognized in law as a crime, whatever the age. These days they would put him away for a long time and his books would probably not be on the shelves.

Let us not forget that Burrough’s close friend Ginsberg, the man who encouraged him to seek publication, was also a ‘boy lover’ and paid up member of the North American Man/Boy Lover Association.

William Burroughs may have been a huge cultural influence but only because the ‘liberal minded’ straights can’t tell the difference between a homosexual and a paedophile. This same ‘confusion’ allowed the Paedophile Information Exchange to flourish during the 1970s with government funding. Conflating gay rights with paedophile ‘rights’ has also lead to the concentration camps in Chechnya.

 

Are we alone?

Satanic Ritual Abuse, Uncategorized

I might be slow to catch on but is it true that the Colin Batley case is the only successfully proven and prosecuted case of organized Satanic ritual abuse (and don’t whinge that the newspapers don’t call it that – ask us not Wikkipedia – which gives only misinformation) in the whole world.. ever? For the past 5 years we have been trying to expose those who escaped prosecution and stay alive. Pretty much all on our own. And we seem to be the only survivors the media refuse to interview or help, despite SRA becoming a media shitstorm. Why is that?

Sibling Day

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Today is sibling day. I have three half brothers who have all sided with my mother and dismissed the allegations of child rape made against her and her husband, and a half sister who is very wealthy and could change it all for the better without any hardship to herself. My family sucks big time and are not worth celebrating.

This is not to ‘whinge’ – if your family are worth the love, be grateful and make sure they are appreciated. You are lucky.

A Note on ‘False Memories’ – Pat Mills

Child Abuse, Cover Up, Elite Paedophile Network, Psychology, Satanic Ritual Abuse

Ritual abuse and False Memory Syndrome are subjects I’ve heavily researched myself and Nathaniel’s analysis is thoughtful, compassionate and authoritative with useful guidelines. A couple of details I would add for the benefit of anyone told they are suffering from “False” Memories.

The British False Memory Syndrome Foundation (“Syndrome”?!!) not only has a formidable battery of very well connected people on its advisory board but usually receives very positive reports in the British press such as the Mail and the Guardian. Yep. They have good lobbyists. So if that is your only information source, you could well think you were imagining what ever happened to you. And that’s their objective. Please don’t let them influence you.

There’s a quick example you can find easily on line that will prove otherwise: Frank Fitzpatrick, a private detective, experienced recovered memories which led to the successful prosecution of the notorious paedophile Father James Porter. Thanks to Frank’s work, there are now on line 53 similar cases in America where the guilty were prosecuted because of recovered memories confirmed by other objective evidence. Would the Guardian ever report this? Of course not. And that’s so wrong, because Frank Fitzpatrick is surely a hero of our times.

Sadly, our media has a mental stranglehold on us which is why we desperately need more works like Nathaniel’s.

Pat Mills