Five years have passed since the disclosures that made this blog necessary. During this time the guilty and their dupes have done everything they can to disseminate misinformation and character assassination across the internet in an attempt to discredit me. As well as suffering the grief of losing my entire family, all of whom I loved deeply, I have been subjected to libel and slander of the worst kind. Since this can easily be found by anyone who Googles my name, this has also seriously damaged my career. I have lost several jobs as a result. Although I have thankfully still managed to sell my art, and so I am not completely broke despite my undeserved online undeserved ‘reputation’, I do not make nearly enough to live on. It is clear my name will never fully recover from any of this, even if and when the guilty are finally exposed and jailed.
I have a collection of malicious emails, which have been forwarded to the police, complete with less than subtle taunts and attempts at n.l.p. clearly intended to encourage my suicide. These have been continuing now for years. Harassment has not been limited to online, either: members of Colin Batley’s ‘cult’ just happen to live in the city of Bristol, where I live – as does a certain wealthy ex-cult leader, desperate to cover his embarrassment at how low the Illuminates of Thanateros have truly sunk. The police have been informed of all of this, but there is not a lot they can do about any of it.
Unsurprisingly, gossip regarding this vile situation has spread through various forums like wildfire; especially wherever the guilty have influence and see an opportunity to try and control the narrative. Anyone who speaks up in support of me, or even expresses the same views, is almost invariably accused of actually being my ‘sock-puppet’ (i.e. a fake internet identity secretly controlled by me). Since nobody wants to find themselves suffering the libel and slander I have, this has often proven effective.
The majority of people, not wanting to think to deeply about matters such as the ritualized abuse of children, or how much money ‘cults’ might make out of selling sadistic porn films of (apparent?) ‘Satanic Ritual Abuse’ (i.e. sadistic paedophiles dressed in black robes and masks). Such films are worth even more money since S.R.A. is officially denied to exist by both UK and USA governments, who ‘coincidentally’ keep having to face allegations of people trafficking, child prostitution, and even of participating in the sadistic rituals themselves..
I bet there is, by now, a wide market for such films. I can certainly tell you that, during the decade that Colin Batley’s group was operating, all those I later learned to have been involved with it came into money. This is why they can point their finger at me, who has none (thanks to their efforts), and use this as ‘evidence’ for their assertion that I am bitter and jealous of their (apparent) success.
That Colin Batley was a member of the Illuminates of Thanateros has been disclosed by others, other than myself. The first was from the anonymous ‘Deathcultreject’, who disclosed on the forums of David Icke’s website in 2009. Since Icke himself has been widely ‘discredited’, despite having been right about Jimmy Savile and much else besides, and ‘Deathcultreject’ by their own admission suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder (a condition caused by extreme childhood trauma) their disclosures have been dismissed by police and the occult community alike. There is also a blog by a single mother and ex ‘novice’ of the German section of the Illuminates of Thanateros, where she expresses her disgust that not everyone in the order saw Colin Batley’s membership as a problem. More recently, Ray Sherwin has published his book OUROBOROS, where he states that he has had disclosures and complaints from many people, all around the world, concerning the criminal activities of the Illuminates of Thanateros.
The first disclosures I was present at in 2012 identified to me 13 people including my own father, Robert Harris aka Szandor Dashwood (styling himself after Satanists Szandor LaVey, founder of the Church of Satan, and Dashwood, founder of the Hellfire Club), my mother and stepfather, Ann and Adrian Brynn-Evans (well known as ‘witches’ and ‘Druids’), the mother of my daughter Nicola Ward aka Nikki Wyrd (current Magi of the Illuminates of Thanateros, who by her own admission was introduced to magick by myself), several other ex-lovers (Anton Channing, Peter Mastin, Angelena Lovecraft, all also members of the I.O.T., and all of whom held grudges since having been rejected by me), Jaq D Hawkins aka Denise Channing (another I.O.T. Member, and at that time partner to Anton Channing), and Mogg Morgan (who, as ‘Mandrake of Oxford’, currently publishes books written by I.O.T. members). My mother and stepfather are also long term associates of Julian Vayne, who they knew since the 1990s when he lived in Milton Keynes, and who is now Nikki Ward’s partner (occultism is a small world indeed!) and as a result in a position of leadership within the Illuminates of Thanateros. In addition to the 13, the disclosures also included the victim’s own parents, Peter Pracownik (New Age artist, sometime Hawkwind guitarist, friend to Gary Glitter, a friend of my stepfather’s since the 1970s – Google his name alongside Julian Vayne and you will find they also know each other) and their stepmother Nicola Lydon. This is by no means a disparate group of people who can claim not to know each other, as they have often insisted. When Colin Batley was jailed, it was widely reported that there was a large cult around him, the membership of which he refused to identify. These people, and others, were that cult.
I have attempted, over and over, to warn people, and have suffered greatly as a result. Meanwhile, the occult community continues to support events organised by the guilty, and their books even get mentioned in The Guardian. This is because, as was widely reported, the cult around Colin Batley (actually the order – probably orders in plural – that he was involved with, also including the Pagan Federation and the O.T.O.) is well connected: not just within occultism, but through corruption within police, social services, and even the media. When Jasmine and I met Colin Batley face-to-face at ‘Crowley Day’, held at The Cube, Bristol, December 2006, where he attended disguised by fake facial tattoos actually drawn with Sharpie pens and fixed with hairspray (it worked at the time) and claiming his name was Nigel, he boasted to us of having connections in the psychedelic music industry (everyone around Jasmine’s ex-partner Peter Pracownik and Hawkwind, but incongruously not them), and politics (claiming to have been abused as a child in Satanic Ritual as a child by a well known member of parliament).
Since this blog started, one of these 13 has been hit by a train, and the Illuminates of Thanateros have been disgraced by both the order’s original founders. Additionally, both Jasmine and myself have been cleared in court – after a 9 month long fact finding – of NOT being in any way responsible for the victim’s disclosures. Despite what it might say online, I have also been officially examined by psychiatrists and found to be remarkably sane, and therefore capable of offering evidence in a court room. Beyond the 15 (13 plus the victim’s biological father and stepmother), the disclosures included being further targetted by other peadophiles connected to the Batley cult and resident in Bristol (where Batley is widely reported to have also operated): one of the main perpetrators here (just weeks after taunting me online for working in a British Heart Foundation charity shop) has suffered several heart attacks and will soon be dead. We also have an upheld IPCC complaint, proving that police botched the investigation right from the start, and meaning the case can be reopened at any time if others come forward with evidence.
As far as I am concerned these are all hard won successes, but it is clear the war is much bigger than these few minor battles. BEASTWING 666 shall continue to expose those involved in the ritual abuse of children and adults. I will not rest or back down from this, for any reason – whether because of libel, slander, death threats, alleged ‘curses’, physical harassment, or legal threats. Watch this space for further updates.
It is not over until we win.