OLD HAGS MOOT, BRISTOL – An Open Letter to all Attendees

Chaos Magic, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Colin Batley, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Crime, Elite Paedophile Network, Illuminates of Thanateros, Mind Control, Occult, Paedophilia, Religion, Ritual Abuse, Ritual Murder

I recently attempted to join the Old Hag’s Moot, here in Bristol. I first joined their FaceBook group, which resulted in the following exchange.



This required serious consideration, so I spent some hours composing my reply. However, when I attempted to post it I found I had been – unwisely and rudely – blocked from doing so. For this reason I am publishing my reply as an open letter.


Thank you for your considered reply. I understand that antagonism with a founding member of your group would cause controversy if I attended your meetings. That is a great shame, as my wife and I were hoping to meet with like minded people without all this unpleasantness being brought up. It is painful and humiliating for us both.

You are aware that I have publicly identified Vayne, others of the Illuminates of Thanateros such as ‘Kite’ (whose name we did not know until we met him and recognized him by description), and my own family (Vayne is the stepfather of my daughter, whose mother was also involved, as were my biological parents and stepfather – all of which makes my grief beyond words – as does the possibility that my daughter may also have been harmed by them), as members of an ‘occult’ paedophile ring the press called ‘the cul-de-sac cult’, purported to have been led by Colin Batley, and well reported to have strong links to Bristol and London. The allegations against Julian Vayne, and others, are made upon genuine disclosures made by a learning disabled child victim of the cul-de-sac cult, repeatedly abused by them for a decade – when in the care of his biological father – before he found the courage to speak up – or trusted anyone enough to do so.


The cul-de-sac cult, according to ALL disclosures including those resulting in prosecution, had a wide membership. These did not come from the cul-de-sac he lived in – they came from the Pagan community. The cult is well documented to have terrorized its members at gunpoint, to have used rape, blackmail, and brainwashing to enforce control over its members, and to have sexually exploited children. Batley and his wives did not do this all on their own. Batley served extra time for refusing to identify those who had also been involved in his crimes. It cannot be rationally denied that there are people from this cult who are still at large and pose a threat to our community. We should all look very carefully at anyone among us who attempts to claim otherwise.

I have been warning our community since 2012 as to who these people are. In all this time, despite many complaints from the guilty, the police have not made me edit or take down my website. Nor have any other survivors of the cul-de-sac cult come forward to say I am exposing the wrong people. Nor has Valerie Sinason, the expert in ritual abuse and mind-control (brainwashing, as the papers called it) who aided the police in busting the cul-de-sac cult, and whose patients include those abused by Jimmy Savile. I have also spoken directly to the police officers who successfully busted Batley and his ‘wives’, and they did not think we were wrong either.

Nor, indeed, did my friend Ray Sherwin – the man who coined the phrase ‘Chaos magic’, nor his beautiful and talented wife, Lorraine. Nor did Mick Norris (RIP), who illustrated Peter J. Carroll’s only genuinely successful book – the ‘training manual’ of the Illuminates of Thanateros. Nor did Pat Mills, who made Chaos magic famous through his comic 2000AD – who gave Alan Moore and Grant Morrison their breaks. Also note that, while he still refuses to admit that Batley was part of the IOT and has published his own (easily disproved) lies about me, even Peter J. Carroll has been keen to distance himself from the IOT as far as possible – and it his ‘accomplishment’ to have formed the order in the first place! He has also published several statements rightly questioning Vayne and Nikki Wyrd’s ‘magical credibility’, and stating that they have made a shambles of the order and “are not the kind of people one would invite round for lunch”.

It should be clear to anyone the antagonism between Vayne and myself is far more serious than any petty vendetta, as he has attempted to claim it can be dismissed as. Nor am I suffering any form of mental aberration, be it delusion or sociopathy.


The document linked below proves that it was myself who went to the police concerning these matters. It is also an official recognition that police failed to conduct a proper interview with the child making the allegations , and that my complaint provoked a (minor, and too late for us) change in procedure. It is also proof that the child, a young man, is disabled and judged unfit to ‘take the stand’ in court. Since he is the only ‘witness’ to the abuses he suffered, besides the guilty, this means it is not possible for the police to make a prosecution. It is terrible failing in the law that allows the abuse disabled and vulnerable children to continue. This was exactly why Savile got away with what he did in children’s hospitals, and the law still has not changed. Note that if this document was fake I would now already be in prison – it has a police officer’s signature and is published online for anyone to see –


This document also proves that the true situation is not at all as Julian Vayne has publicly stated in his libel against me, ‘backed up’ by Mogg Morgan, also identified as having been active in my stepson’s abuses – proving almost fatal to my career as a writer, although I have recovered over the past 6 years through my own efforts.


While the libel against me from these criminal over the years is self-contradictory, inconsistent, and riddled with what can easily be shown to be lies, our allegations have remained entirely consistent and – even if the police have been unable to prosecute Vayne and his friends due to their victim being mentally disabled (and who wouldn’t be, having been repeatedly abused by a cult from the age of 6?) – cannot be disproved.

I also ask you to consider the following;


I understand, although I have never met him, that Julian Vayne can be charming, appears knowledgable, and has – at this time – much support from the Pagan community. There are many who feel his friendship validates them as ‘magicians’. It perhaps angers you that I have made such allegations towards someone who has already gained your trust. It can be hard, sometimes, to recognize when we have been fooled – but none of us are beyond it, as I know too well and to my great pain. It can also be difficult when recognizing that we have been fooled also reveals failings in our community, and even perhaps causes us to question who we believe we are. Nevertheless, the myopia, and sheer lack of concern, from some people over this matter has been shocking in itself.

Our culture as a whole is undergoing a convulsion, and people are only beginning to realise paedophile rings even exist, let alone the extent of the problem, and Paganism has been no exception. Support has not been lacking, however. Indeed it has been steadily growing, and looks set to continue to do so. Our culture as a whole, even the higher levels of occult orders, even the Pagan Federation, are learning from their mistakes. But first we all have to be honest enough with ourselves to realize we have made them, to recognize that no human being is infallible, especially when faced with those who have make deceiving others their life long speciality – as do sexual predators of any kind..

I am sure you know I have had to publish online concerning the other moot you suggested I attend. Michael Slater failed to communicate with us rationally. We all hope you do not make the same failing – as does my friend Quinn, who was recently slandered by members of your moot due to his friendship with me. I know he has previously attempted to engage with you all rationally over this matter only to be met with a refusal to engage with the problem at all.

As you are only too aware, I live in Bristol, as does the mother of the child who identified Vayne. We are both available for you to meet with and speak to face to face concerning this very serious matter. It is painful and humiliating for us to have to talk about, but it is also our social duty. We hope you make the right choice, because in reality there is only one – not just for us, but for yourselves. I have also written several successful books and enjoy giving talks / workshops, as I used to do for large audiences before having to out members of our community for being paedophiles.

Both Julian Vayne and Peter J. Carroll have been warned by police to cease their provocations towards us, online or offline. If you have any emails from them libelling us we would be grateful if you alerted the police about their behaviour. Many of their lies have put us in severe danger, and have been intended to.

Permission is here granted to reproduce the above on any medium, provided it is done so in its entirety, without editing or censorship. I am also happy for you to share it with the police.

We are also willing to answer further questions by email.

I can be reached at n8nharris@yahoo.co.uk

The mother of the child whose made the disclosures can be reached at jasminedeville924@gmail.com


Chaos Magic, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Colin Batley, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Crime, Elite Paedophile Network, Entheogens, Illuminates of Thanateros, Mind Control, Murder, Occult, Paedophilia, Paganism, Psychology, Religion, Ritual Abuse, Ritual Murder, Satanic Ritual Abuse, Trauma Based Mind Control

ADDENDUM: 05/08/18

I am relieved to be able to tell you that if my daughter had once again been coerced into lying to the police any statement she made was found to be irrelevant. I shall not, therefore, be pressing charges against her. Everything else stated below remains as stated. I shall not be adding any further information regarding this overall situation as I do not want the guilty to know. If you are a concerned and trusted friend please do write to me and I can inform you privately. Thank you. NJH


Once again I am risking prison for telling the truth about as yet unprosecuted criminals who were involved in the cult involving the ‘Thelemite’ Crowley worshipper and convicted paedophile and rapist Colin Batley:

Read more HERE> https://www.theguardian.com/uk/2011/mar/11/sex-cult-leader-colin-batley-sentenced

As before the cult have manipulated my daughter into joining in with their attempts to bully me into silence – several members of our family are involved in this cult and there are many relatives putting pressure on her to betray her loving father this way. All in all, not a good week. This entire situation is sad, humiliating, and re-traumatizing. I would much rather be able to get on with my life without ever having to even think about this traumatizing things. I just want to be able to get on with my life and career as an artist and author – but with these criminals spreading their lies, and my previous publisher having also been involved in the paedophile cult, it is proving almost impossible.

Since it is so easy to cook up Malicious Complaints against material published on the internet, this post may be the last time I mention the Colin Batley paedophile cult online. I will not, however, be silenced; I am instead ‘upping the game’ – the journalist Sonia Poulton already has a large file on our case, and I shall be seeking a professional publisher and distributor for a new edition of Beast Wing 666. That way the only malicious complaints they can attempt would be a false accusation of libel, and there is no way they would be stupid enough to throw away that much money on a case they could not win; they know full well that, even if they have so far avoided prosecution, there is still enough evidence to prove to any court room that I am telling the truth. In any case, I doubt that anyone calling themselves a ‘magical order’ and openly writing about their heavy use of psychedelic drugs could ever be considered ‘credible witnesses’ – rather like the learning disabled child they dosed with psychedelic drugs before raping in their ‘black magic rituals’, upon whose disclosures (along with much other evidence) my statements about this cult are based.

This time they are attempting to curtail my freedom of speech by attempting to reframe my allegations as ‘Malicious Communication’; a charge that can result in a three year prison sentence. Understandably I am sad and angry about this. I am also stressed – they tend to gang up when they use this tactic (there are a lot of them) and make several apparently unconnected complaints at once, making it very tough for the police to judge what is really going on – that a paedophile cult is attempting to use them like dogs. Quite often these complaints coincide with organized harassment in the street – a wealthy associate of theirs lives in the same city as us and we have reason to suspect they went around the ‘half way houses’ here, many of which house CatA sex offenders, and showed our photograph to dangerous strangers with instructions to stalk us – one such stalker we identified as a convicted child killer and dangerous psychopath, who also seems to have been part of the cult. Last year, when the cult attempted to frame this blog as harassment, we told the police about the extent of our danger and they offered us ‘first response’.

Yes, we were taken that seriously. Don’t let anyone try and tell you otherwise.

Most of all I am upset and afraid for my daughter, as I am sure she would not have chosen to do this without coercion. As with the cult’s last attempt in August 2017, when her stepfather failed to frame my warnings and allegations as ‘harassment’, they are making her do this over her birthday. I am sure it is very upsetting for her, and I fear for the implications to her mental health. I have serious fears for her safety, since these dangerous sexual abusers have such a hold over her life.

The paedophile cult has made unfounded malicious complaints about me before and they have failed, but it does not mean it will fail this time. That I am responding with this blog post, and thus putting myself at even more risk, should let you know that I am serious about my warnings to the community and that my concern for others is such that it over-rides my fears for myself. This paedophile cult is not only still operating, but the cult now seems to have a lot of money from ‘somewhere’ which they are investing in events intended to expand their membership. It also now quite openly boasts of having an active group in Wales, which it did not do at the time this blog was first published.

In 2012 a brave young man, diagnosed with the ‘invisible disability’ of autism, made disclosures to his mother, myself, and to the police, of extreme systematic abuse from his biological father, and from the paedophile cult largely believed to have been run by Colin Batley – so extreme one lifetime could never be long enough to heal. The disclosures were so shocking, involving as they did many people I used to cherish – and others I at least had some respect for even if we didn’t get along – that I have been suffering secondary PTSD for several years. He continued to expand upon his disclosures for three months, most of which I was not present for and am thankful never to know about. These organised and systematic abuses had begun when he was just six years old and continued at least until his disclosures at the age of 16. Sadly, an incompetent (and in our opinion corrupt) social worker involved in the case undermined the young man’s interview with the police – a fact that has been recognized in an upheld IPCC complaint which, we have been told, could even have resulted in changes in official procedure.

This social worker’s first tactic was to make up an unqualified diagnosis of ‘echolalia’, saying he was repeating phrases without knowing what they meant, like a parrot. She and an officer had taken him out of class at school for the interview, had not explained that he was not in trouble, and thrown him into a panic. The words he said to them, over and over, were, “They drugged me and raped me.”

The reason why he said this is because that is what they had done – as an example, he told his mother and I quite clearly, is that when he was 6 years old he had been injected him with a psychedelic drug and raped by someone in a demon costume – all of which was filmed. No wonder that even thinking about it produced a hysterical reaction and that he was ‘incoherent’. And this is only one of the extremely traumatic things they did to him over the ten years he was at their mercy, nor is it the worst. This poor young man will no doubt suffer from such traumas for the rest of his life. Knowing there are films out there, and that other sadistic paedophiles have access to them, is going to prove very hard to live with. That many of his repeated rapes were in a context that could be confounded with Satanic Ritual Abuse, and thus dismissed as ‘conspiracy theory’, also means that in standing up for the truth I have personally found myself the target of slander, libel, and intimidation from a number of other within the ‘occult community’ who have been tricked into equating these abuses with the so-called Satanic Panic.

This same social worker then went on to accuse his mother and I of having cooked up his disclosures and coached this brave young man into lying – which would, if true, have been serious emotional abuse. After a nine month hearing in the Family Law Courts we were entirely cleared of this allegation. Although the social worker attempted to have a gagging order placed upon us to cover up this case the magistrate refused, stating quite clearly that although I could not publish the actual records of the case, and that it was illegal to even show them to people, I had every right to talk, write, and publish concerning the disclosures, and every right to exercise my freedom of speech.

The same social worker, in a clear breach of the Magistrate’s order, then returned the brave young man to his biological father – and hence back into the clutches of the still operating paedophile cult – without explaining to him that he could go back to live with his mother if he chose.

Due to this social worker the entire investigation was seriously compromised right from the start. This brave young man was denied his right to make disclosures, and denied his human right to justice. The social worker overplayed his disability in order to portray him as unfit to ‘take the stand’ in court. Is it mere coincidence that other online disclosures from survivors of this cult claim there is at least one social worker involved? I know for a fact that several members of this cult are qualified professionals working in ‘care’ – some even specialising in sexually traumatized children. One of them used to have a photograph on the internet – now removed – of their team being awarded for their work in ‘sex education’.

If this is all starting to sound like a conspiracy theory let me remind you that Batley, along with several others from the ‘Pagan scene’ in his area, have already been prosecuted for the ritualistic abuse of children. Let me also remind you that criminal conspiracies are real – indeed if there is anything guaranteed to add several years to any prison sentence it is the charge of conspiracy.

I should also add that several members of the cult are skilled in hypnotism and neurolonguistic programming – which, along with psychedelic drugs – they use to further confound any potential disclosures, messing with their victim’s minds so they will include irrational and unbelievable elements. The Colin Batley cult is also widely reported to have made use of brainwashing. It does not seem unlikely to me that they attempted to employ what has been widely reported by conspiracy theorists as Trauma Based Mind Control, allegedly used by the Illuminati, with whom the cult like to fraudulently identify themselves.

Please note – I am not here alleging that there is a real Illuminati – merely that the cult like to pretend they are a satrap of said group. They do this in order to imply far greater influence and power than they in reality have. This identification also serves, in the context of these crimes, to make disclosures sound like ‘conspiracy theory’. Nor would their attempts at using Trauma Based Mind Control, which real or not is widely detailed in ‘conspiracy theory’ videos all over YouTube and other social media, imply that TBMC is really being used by Luciferian lizard wizards that secretly rule the world, or any other such nonce-sense. It is merely to suggest that the cult believed TBMC was possible and attempted to use it. As well as being paedophiles, the members of this cult are clearly suffering all manner of delusions, from believing they have magical powers to being ‘conduits’ to the gods of Chaos.

In 2012, when I first started keeping this blog, although it was reported in the newspapers that the group was targetting a six year old, nothing was said of the child’s age, and nothing was said about them being disabled. Two years later Annabelle Forest’s book Devil on the Doorstep was published; a book by a survivor of the cult. In that book she tells of a disabled boy whose father was in the cult, mentioning him first in an early chapter when they were both infants, and again in a later chapter when they are both teenagers. Her description of the boy could very easily be the same person. Thus his disclosures are in fact corroborated by an independent witness, and we have been pushing to have the case re-opened; all that would theoretically be needed would be for ‘Annabelle Forest’ to confirm that she recognises him. Indeed, for all we know, the investigation may have been successfully reopened in a manner that does not involve us.

Not only was this brave young man denied justice and returned to an environment of abuse, his biological father and his stepmother (also involved in his abuse) have had another child, born early in 2013. That child has also been diagnosed with autism but it is our sincere belief that, as with his older brother,they have suffered brain damage as a result of extreme sexual abuse from before they could even talk. It is our sincere suspicion that the cult have been abusing this child, and that other children are also at risk from them.

As well as having heard these disclosures I have also spoken to the fantastic police officers who successfully prosecuted Colin Batley, and to the ‘cult expert’ Valerie Sinason, who helped them to achieve this. I know who was in the Batley cult and have attempted to warn to occult community, including the likes of Christina Harrington, proprietor of Treadwell’s, and Peter J. Carroll, founder of the Illuminates of Thanateros, and Graham King of The Museum of Witchcraft, all of whom (despite what they have claimed since) were once my friends. All of these people have enough information, and enough intelligence, to know our disclosures are true, and all have responded by offering additional support and ‘credibility’ to the guilty. Carroll has even published damaging libel about me on his own blogs in his vain attempt to discredit me.

Others in the occult community, such as Ray Sherwin, co-founder of the Illuminates of Thanateros, have come out in support of us, as have many others it would not be tactful to name at this time.

It has been seven years since Batley was busted. It is known that his abusive ‘cult’ involved a huge number of people, and it is obvious they were drawn from the ‘Pagan community’, but no more prosecutions have been made against other members of the group. If the others in his cult were not who we have said they are, then by now other survivors would be speaking out against us for accusing the wrong people. Perhaps even Valerie Sinason would have.

It is also well known by many people that legal threats have been made – of one kind or another – attempting to have my warnings and allegations removed from the internet.

If the other members of the Batley cult are not who I have said they are – who are they? And yes, both the brave young man’s mother and I have already been thoroughly investigated – and it isn’t us!

That the paedophile cult are trying this tactic at this time, despite the huge risk of it backfiring on them, does not surprise me. Things have not been going the way they want – people are hearing me – hearing US. People are starting to see the guilty for the sociopathic charlatans they are, and to watch for further evidence in the hope of having our case re-opened. This is why a certain individual, identified in the disclosures, is now making Malicious Complaints against me to the police – itself a criminal offence, and a charge I am now preparing to make against them and (sadly) my own daughter. This is not something I would do if I had not been pushed into it – as with the cult’s failed complaints against me last year they have made my daughter betray me over the week of her birthday. I would far prefer to be giving her a nice present this year, rather than a potentially serious criminal record, but sadly this is not going to happen until she find the strength to stand up for herself against the bullies making her do these things. I do not feel I have any choice – not if I want such Malicious Complaints against me to stop. I am hopeful that the police will agree that this is a founded complaint – because it most certainly is, and there is mounting evidence to show it.

Regardless of whether I can bring charges against them the danger to us remains very real. The cult have previously attempted to make us patsies for their crimes, and we have good reason to believe they have been conspiring to murder us. Please help us in any way you can, even if it is only by copying, reposting, or otherwise distributing the information in this blog. So far, alerting the public to our jeopardy has been one of the only things keeping us safe. Additionally, the more alerted the public are about this cult, the harder it will be for them to commit and get away with their crimes. If you have any additional information or evidence regarding our case, or any information regarding the cult’s activities, please share it with the police.

In the event that the police do not take your information seriously, as was tragically the case with this cult for at least a decade before Batley was busted, please share it with the journalist Sonia Poulton; see my previous post below.

Should you wish to contact me personally my email address is n8nharris@yahoo.co.uk.

Thank you for your time and concern.


Entheogens, Magick, Mind Control, MK Ultra, Neuromancy, Occult, Sorcery

Then I opened my mouth, and lo! There was reached unto me a full cup, which were full as it were with water, but the colour of it was like fire. And I took it and drank, and when I had drank my heart poured forth understanding, wisdom grew in my breast, and my spirit retained its memory.” – IV Ezra 14:39

To fall in Hell or see Angelic / You’ll need a pinch of psychedelic.” – Albert Hoffman

The use of entheogenic drugs contravenes the laws of most of the Western world, their irresponsible use can be extremely damaging or even fatal, and it is certainly not my intention to direct the reader to indulge in harmful activity. Nevertheless, entheogens have played a major role in the traditions of magick; arguably, the experiences they offer constitute our most powerful tool of initiation.

Under conditions induced by entheogenic sacraments, words and sounds may become visible and even tangible. Combined with disciplined meditation entheogens serve to enliven the inner vision, providing easy access to the astral realm of the archetypes. Awareness of sensory input is greatly heightened; magical art and ritual music prove extremely valuable in directing the experience. The knowledge of magick, and the iconography of consciousness, provides the map by which such experiences may be comprehended and directed.

There is evidence that entheogenic substances were present in the rituals of prehistoric cave dwellers; consider the ‘mushroom shaman’ of Tassilli, Algeria, painted 8,000 years ago. The presence of ergot has been found in the bellies of Iron Age bog people recovered from the peat bogs of Northern Europe.

Scholars believe the Kykeon, being the sacrament of the Rites of Eleusis, was a beverage made from ergot. This same wine may have been the sacrament of the cults of Dionysus. Baring in mind how unpleasant and often deadly ergot poisoning is, such sacraments were quite sensibly kept an initiatory secret, thus preventing the unwise from meddling.

In medieval Europe ergot was known as St. Anthony’s fire, implying the demonic visions it often brings. In Germany it was known as the wolf’s tooth, expressing its connection to the phenomena of the were-wolf; atavistic magick. Experiences of shape-shifting are not uncommon with ergot, or indeed its modern safer derivative LSD

The Gnostics certainly employed psychoactive substances in their observances; consider the Holy Food described in the Prayer of Thanksgiving among the Nag Hammadi scrolls; described as ‘having no blood in it’ and inspiring Illumination. The Book of Enoch tells of a golden ointment by which men may be transported to Heaven. A similar ointment is mentioned in The Sacred Magic of Abra-Melin. Various passages in The Bible tell of sages being given scrolls by angels which they are directed to eat, resulting in profound visions; most notably Revelations.

In the heathen traditions of Dark Age northern Europe we find the shamanic practices of the seiðr , whose sacrament Alu (the original ale) is known to have included entheogenic mushrooms. The flying ointments of European witchcraft, described in a number of grimoires, give details of magical ointments and potions with entheogenic ingredients. Additionally, there is the association between witches, toads, and ‘toad stool’ mushrooms.

Many experiments of the alchemists, who were concerned with transforming base matter (the self) into gold (Illumination), involved the imbibing of entheogens. Consider the alchemical trinity of Earth (Salt), Mercury, and Sulphur; which may be likened to the three states of matter – solid, liquid, and gas – recognised in modern physics. By this analogy we may consider that most famous formula solve et coaguli in relation to the entheogenic experience. Salt is ‘earthed’ consciousness, which moves through dissolution of the ego into the Mercury state. Where there is reluctance in this process the results are often a hellish initiatory ordeal; hence the attribution of Sulphur. This is as true with alchemy as with modern chemomancy, yet where the initiate is prepared through the disciplines of meditation the results are quite different.

Contemporary examples include the continued ritual employment of mescalin and yage by Peruvian shaman, the sacred mushrooms of the Tung shaman, the Soma of the Tantrics, and the Iboga rites of the Bwiti. However, the use of entheogens remains taboo within the majority of Western tradition. The main objection is that while they may indeed provide a short cut to At-One-Ment they may also lead to delusion.

Entheogens work on the brain’s chemistry, particularly serotonin, dramatically increasing Theta brainwaves whilst decreasing Beta; hence language becomes difficult during intense peak hallucinatory experiences. The mind is particularly open and impressionable during such conditions. This is why the CIA were so interested in LSD during the initial development of MK Ultra. Much of the acid at Height Ashbury was distributed through Project Chaos, with nearly all the most famous psychedelic rock bands of the period being children from families directly linked to military intelligence, as was most of the recording industry; Jimmy Hendrix’s manager, for example, was also CIA The UK were also involved., with alleged connections between MK Ultra and The Beatles, David Bowie, Hawkwind, Psychic TV, and other acid gurus commonly portrayed as rebels, yet who are nothing of the kind. Timothy ‘tune in drop out’ Leary was also known for his affiliations with the CIA, and went on record as stating the CIA invented the hippy movement.

The lesser known Iboga is a root found in central Africa, where it is used in the shamanic rituals of the Bwiti religion. The initiatory dose is said to allow access not just to memories of this incarnation, but also of previous lives; the word Iboga itself translates as ‘ancestor’. Iboga, and its derivative ibogaine, was similarly studied by the CIA during the 1950s, and in America was made a Schedule 1 drug at around the same time as LSD was made illegal, while here in the UK it remains ‘unscheduled’. During the 1960s it was found to be an effective tool in tackling all manner of addictions, but its use in this respect has been banned in much of Europe due to some subjects committing suicide or accidentally overdosing after treatment. Although classed as a psychedelic, the experience the drug brings is more one of access to memories, with hallucinations being in the form of memory flashes. Experimental data has yet to be gathered (or at least leaked) concerning the effects of Iboga in recovering repressed memories, such as are exploited in trauma based mind control, but personal experience suggests it may prove extremely useful. Perhaps this is the real reason it was made illegal in the USA around the same time as the original MK Ultra project was being initialised.

Held in high regard among the growing ‘shamanic’ and ‘psychedelic’ communities in the West, ayhuaska, called also yage, and its close relative DMT, are generally considered far more powerful in their effects than LSD, offering an experience that some have described as ‘astral bungee jumping’. They also work directly on the amygdala, the circuit of the brain that discerns fact from falsehood, resulting in particularly convincing experiences which are stored in the brain as objectively real events rather than mere waking dreams. This makes them particularly effective weapons for mind control, and for exploitative Peruvian shaman to make a quick buck out of tourists in search of religious experience. Whilst providing a powerful tool for self-reprogramming, the dangers of obsession and delusion should never be underestimated. They are extremely dangerous in the wrong hands.

In the UK and Europe there is currently a growing psychedelics movement; it is my personal knowledge that certain voices currently making themselves heard in this movement, and who have published various well known texts relating to both entheogens and magick, are also involved in mind control and ritual child abuse. I cannot publish their names here for legal reasons, but offer what warnings (and curses) as I am able. That one such individual writes openly about smoking DMT to commune with Baphomet, has links to convicted ‘occult’ paedophiles operating in the same area of the UK where they reside and work, has had serious allegations made against them (which the police refused to investigate), and has been outed by numerous whistle-blowers and activists, yet maintains their professional position as a sex educator working with vulnerable and traumatised children, should give some indication of the cover-up in place to protect them.

Also treated as a sacrament by Hindu, Rastafari, and Obeah (at least, those local to myself) is that weed said to have been found growing on King Solomon’s tomb. It was also from the term Hashishim, meaning ‘hashish eater’, that we gain our word assassin; after the initiates of Hassan ibn Sabbah. While the legal status of marijuana seems to be shifting dramatically in some areas of the western world, an overview of the reasons cited as to why it was ever illegal in the first place – such as ‘causing the races to intermingle’ – shows how absurd such laws were and are. The truth is that marijuana has huge medicinal properties, being far more effective – for example – in the treatment of cancer and epilepsy than any other drug available, lawfully or otherwise, as well as being safer and having no ill side effects. It is non-addictive and overdose is not possible; the only known fatality from marijuana is from a crate of it landing on someone’s head. Survivors of government level mind control such as Project Monarch almost universally agree that marijuana undermines conditioning and programming – while slaves are often encouraged to drink, and to take cocaine or heroin, they are forbidden to use marijuana. As with most entheogens it appears the real reason for its illegality it that it causes people to think; to look within themselves rather than seek leadership from outside. It is also the case that hemp may be used as a source of oil, from which plastics may be made; its illegality has therefore also had a negative impact on our environment.

Marijuana also appears to be the only substance with its own unique system of responses within the brain. All other drugs merely stimulate the brain chemistry to replicate effects that could, at least potentially, be effected by other means, whereas marijuana stimulates the production of anandamide, which is only ever produced in the brain in reaction to the intake of T.H.C. The implication that our brains actually evolved a system for marijuana implies we have been using it since pre-history; it may even have been partly responsible for the advanced language and symbol using consciousness of Homo Sapiens, giving us the edge over our Neanderthal neighbours.

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Entheogens & Neuromancy: That entheogens can heighten consciousness is not merely personal opinion, or some abstract conviction; it is scientific fact. Studies have shown that entheogens can increase the strength of the brain’s electromagnetic field. To quote Professor Anil Seth, Sackler Centre for Consciousness Science, Sussex University, “Since this measure has already shown its value as a measure of ‘conscious level’, we can say that the psychedelic state appears as a higher ‘level’ of consciousness than normal.”

I would add that since the presence of electric fields can effect consciousness, this may also provide the key to understanding the phenomena of ‘sympathetic tripping’, and other psychic phenomena such a telepathy, commonly experienced by those experimenting with entheogens.


Excerpt from The Neuronomicon, Nathaniel J. Harris, 2018

Paedophile cults, parenting and multiple personalities: A mother who’s experienced it all

Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Crime, Elite Paedophile Network, Mind Control, Occult, Paedophilia, Psychology, Satanic Ritual Abuse, Trauma Based Mind Control

Abusive cults were back in the news last month. This is from THE METRO, Friday 22 Jun 2018. They are to be applauded for not bending to the lies of the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, or other paedophile lobbying groups intent on covering up the truth of this problem here in the UK.


Karen*, a mother-of-three in her sixties, lives with dissociative identity disorder (DID), which used to be known as ‘multiple personality disorder’.

It was triggered during her childhood by enduring extreme ritual abuse, inflicted on her by a group of paedophiles. Starting even before she could speak, she underwent emotional, physical and sexual abuse of the most horrific kinds imaginable.

This ‘cult’ Karen describes as a paedophile ring caused Karen to start to disassociate to try and cope with the horrendous pain and trauma inflicted on her as a child.

It started when she was a one-year-old and carried on until she was 16. She now says that she has ‘many parts’.

When the abuse finally stopped after her childhood, the past was ‘barricaded safely away for over 20 years’ because of her ‘alters’ or ‘parts’, the terms used for alternate identities.

DID’s symptoms mean you experience severe changes in your identity, with your psyche creating various personalities to help you cope with traumatic events.

The identity states may come across as different ages and genders, and you may feel you have one ‘main’ part of your identity that feels most like ‘you’ – which some people call the host identity.

A person living with DID may not have control over the different parts when an identity takes over and they may even suffer from amnesia which means you don’t remember what happens when another part of your identity is in control.

And this is what happened to Karen.

She was consciously unaware of the abuse until she was in her early 40s, when a bereavement began to break down the dissociative barriers and knowledge of her condition grew.

While she wasn’t aware of them at the time, Karen says her alters were around a lot when she looks back – they just never took over her body completely.

Karen was having flashbacks of the abuse she suffered, which would last for hours. They’d only show a little bit of the abusive situation.

‘I suppose it only became a disorder, needing proper help in my 40s,’ she tells Metro.co.uk in a written conversation.

‘It was like a continuous battleground internally with suicidal thoughts being very dominant and persuasive.

‘Large and small overdoses were happening regularly but a part [of me] continued to go to work and another part tried desperately to be a good enough parent.

‘We failed very badly in many ways but all I can say, many years later, that I was doing my very best under impossible circumstances at the time.’

Karen has many alters ranging from the age of one to 16, which was the age when her abuse stopped.

The abuse started when Karen was pre-verbal, so she had alters unable to speak as they were so young.

The emotional, sexual and physical abuse took many forms, from emotional manipulation and controlling behaviour to rape and beatings.

Karen was abused by a pseudo-cult claiming to be of Christian religion as justification. Heartbreakingly, she also suffered abuse outside of the cult, from people within her family.

Her main persona is the only one to have grown up (or updated). The other ‘alters’ have remained at the same age.

Karen, the ‘host identity’ who does most of the living, updated herself at 18, then again to become a wife and a mother.

‘To manage some situations there were three or four parts as it would have been impossible for one part to cope with all of it,’ she says.

‘We have many names and some of our parts are male. Although Karen and the other adults do the living, they were also parts.’

At this point in the interview, two other alters decided they felt comfortable enough to speak.

First, Metro.co.uk spoke to 16-year-old Rose.

Rose’s job is to ‘keep all of the bad stuff that happened’ to them completely separate from the outside parts who had to go to school, become a mum and all the other different jobs.

‘My first job was to make sure once the body was back in bed at night there was no memory trace of what had just happened,’ she says.

‘As we all got older, my role became one as a watcher to see any dangers and a controller making sure none of the parts who knew about the abuse talked to the other parts.

‘As the body got older this became impossible and that was when we all had to get help.

‘I am still here but I do not have to be hyper-vigilant the whole while, this has taken me a long while to be able to manage and when we are stressed I often return to my old ways of being but only for a short while.’

We then spoke to Ellen. ‘Hi I am Ellen and I did the journys [sic] to and from the places we were taken to be abused as I had to talk to the person driving as though nothing was about to happen or had just happened,’ she says.

‘I just focused on where we were going. Now we all work as one I do not do this nearly as well and often Karen has not got a clue where she is going, cheers for sat nav.’

To end the interview, both girls said: ‘We are so excited cause we have got a letter, thank you for writing to us we had a lot of bad but also a lot of good and now we get to play swimming and trampolining with Karen’s grandchildren which is good fun.

‘They do not know we be there cause Karen is sort of out front but we play. Ellen and Rose xx’.

As you can tell by these short interviews, the way each alter expresses themselves is very different.

Over time, Karen has received help to stabilise her condition and to allow her to function as best she can.

She was working with a counsellor, seeing a psychiatrist and her GP, but therapy did not happen for seven years after the start of her ‘complex, often impossible life’.

‘I moved to working with a specialist DID therapist and it took us four years to get me in a place stabilised enough to really work with the different parts and work through the childhood traumas,’ she says.

Karen says that in the early days of her diagnosis it was hard for her family, as they had no understanding of the disorder.

‘All my children witnessed was a mum who had been super efficient even if I was emotionally deficient, unable to even put the simplest meal together,’ she says.

‘I was withdrawn as my whole life was falling apart. My head was filled with abusive images and yet my children saw me able to go to work.

‘We did not understand at this time it was the work part who did this and she was protected from the trauma.

‘I now understand how rejected they must often have felt.’

But now, Karen believes, that things are a lot more in control than they were.

‘Over time and with good therapy I/we learnt to manage our day,’ she says.

‘Little parts had time to watch a DVD before I got up and got ready for work, the 16-year-old dressed the body and rode the bike to work, I managed the day and then 16-year-old took us home.

‘All ages of parts watched soaps with my biological children, again this was so not the mum they had known.

‘They also knew I was very ill at this time, I was taking overdoses and this has caused long-term anxiety for all and so many guilty feelings.

‘As I stabilised as a whole we managed our day so I had time for my four children but also gave the parts time as well. It was exhausting.’

Karen says she now works as one although her parts ‘check in’ with her – but it is more like an ‘internal co-operation and communication rather than open warfare inside’, all wanting control of the one body.

‘Life is mainly the same as for others but I have to pace myself and am aware all the time that I am not a single voice,’ she says.

Karen says that although her children were older when her DID became obvious, it has had many deep-seated and lasting effects that as adults they are slowly managing to address and change together, with Karen being able to be more consistent, demonstrating that things are a lot better.

‘I am glad I had the children before I knew about my past,’ she says.

‘I do not think I would have been brave enough to risk having children [talk about it],’ she said.

‘I was as good a mum as possible but I was not able to attach to them emotionally, I had no idea why this was so until they were quite grown up, if you have never experienced this you do not understand it is missing.

Though her children, who are all now grown up, had little understanding of the disorder, Karen says they accept it and believe she is a ‘survivor who has worked through so much pain’ – though she is also the ‘mum they deserved’.

Alongside her children, Karen also had a very supportive partner. Though he found the first 10 years of the diagnosis impossible, he has been brilliant in supporting her.

‘He has shown his support through always being there even if he does not really quite get it,’ Karen says.

‘I think for all the family I am so boringly ordinary and normal whatever that is and then I have this incredibly complex, challenging and often isolating part of me/us.’

Karen says that being diagnosed with DID made her feel relieved, as it made ‘total sense’ to her whole life.

‘I always knew I was “mad” yet I also knew I was one of the sanest people I know,’ she says.

‘I am glad I had the capacity to dissociate as I would have been dead before I was five but I am sad and angry at what the effects of the abuse has robbed me of including an ability to understand the closer relationships, feel love, retain the feeling of pleasure about good times.

‘I lost the ability to learn after the age of 13 so never reaching anything like my potential with a career.’

*Names have been changed to protect the identities of the people in this article.*


What is a pseudo-cult? All the abuse is justified by the perpetrators with reference to a faith or belief system and, in the group setting, is performed as an integral part of that belief system’s rituals. ‘The faith or belief system used to justify the abuse may be genuinely held by the perpetrators; or pseudo in nature, ie adopted by the perpetrators solely as an excuse to indulge in extreme levels of abuse within a group without having any true personal commitment to a justifying faith or belief-system,’ it says. ‘Any one organised ritual abuse group may contain a mix of both types of perpetrator or consist only of “true” or only “pseudo” believers. ‘Organised ritual abuse based in a “true” or “pseudo” satanic faith/belief system dominates the literature and survivors’ disclosures but this is not the only faith/belief system used by perpetrators to justify organised ritual abuse.’





Exposing the Lies of Peter J. Carroll

Chaos Magic, Child Abuse, Child Neglect, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Crime, Elite Paedophile Network, Illuminates of Thanateros, Mind Control, Murder, Paedophilia, Ritual Abuse, Ritual Murder, Satanic Ritual Abuse

It wasn’t that long ago Peter J. Carroll made an agreement with the police to cease his harassment of me. He has been getting very upset about my attempts to warn people about serious abuses committed against children and adults by members of the ‘occult community’, some of whom are officers and initiates of the Illuminates of Thanateros. Yes, really. Read on.

In return for Peter Carroll’s agreement with the police to desist I removed from this blog a series of emails between us, within which he continued to pour scorn on our disclosures, responding to any evidence by digging himself a deeper hole. Understandably, he did not want people reading these. I was keen to observe the truce.

Sadly, Chaos Pope Pete has not kept to his side of the agreement. In his review of Ray Sherwin’s informative book Ouroboros, Chaos Pope Pete has made what many people have recognised as thinly veiled and damaging libel against Jasmine and myself;


Read the whole of his review here; http://www.specularium.org/blog/item/226-two-reviews

Every word Pope Pete says has been a lie, from his founding of the Illuminates of Thanateros and the pseudo-religion of Chaos magic, through to his current denials and libel.

Firstly, Ray Sherwin is clear in his book that his allegations are informed by many sources. Jasmine and I are not alone in our concerns about the IOT’s criminal activities, or who have disclosed regarding their tactics of intimidation and abuse. I have quite a few emails in my folders too, from the UK, Germany, and the USA.

I am not an ‘ex-occultist’, either. My book The Neuronomicon: A 21st Century Grimoire, offers a significant advance in the technology of magic, as well as telling many uncomfortable truths regarding ‘ritual abuse’ and ‘brainwashing’. was published early this year. It gained early praises from Ray Sherwin (who coined the phrase ‘Chaos magic’), Mick Norris (who illustrated Peter Carroll’s only successful book, Liber Nul & Psychonaut), Pat Mills (who was as surprised as me to find his name listed at the bottom of WiccaPaedia’s article on Chaos magic, and has written too many successful books to count), and Valerie Sinason of the Tavistock Institute, author of a government commissioned paper on the reality of ‘ritual abuse’, whose expertise was called upon by police during the bust of Colin Batley – see below.

Nor are Jasmine and I a ‘cult of two’. We have no desire fore ‘followers’, such as Mr. Carroll and his kind depend upon. Our support is all around us and cannot be infiltrated or ‘subverted’ to right wing or abusive ends. We have no need of a ‘cult’, and would rather not have anything to do with them. As a wise philosopher observed, “If one wishes to become 100,000, all one needs to do is attract enough zeroes.”

Our allegations and disclosures are not some ‘conspiracy theory’ or the paranoia of a fragile mind, as Peter Carroll would have you believe. A number of perpetrators have already been jailed – on numerous counts of rape and child sexual exploitation. They include Colin Batley, widely reported in the press, and in the disclosures of those whose testimonies were good enough for the law courts, to have been at – or close to – the centre of a wide reaching cult funded through pornography, forced prostitution, and the making of paedophile images. This cult is reported in the newspapers as using traumatic methods of ‘brainwashing’. Initiates were forced to participate in ritual abuses at gunpoint, filmed, and controlled through blackmail. Although their fears were belittled by the judge and the press – they were also terrorized with threats of ‘assassination’. Only three of those involved went to jail. It’s all there in the newspapers;


Read a full report here: https://www.theguardian.com/uk/2011/mar/11/sex-cult-leader-colin-batley-sentenced. There are many more reports and disclosures that may be found simply by Googling his name.

Shortly before Batley’s bust, within spitting distance of Batley’s front doorstepjust along the coast, we also saw the following prosecution;


Despite the belittling of the cultists’ fear of assassination by the courts and the press, the murder of Peter Solheim suggests they had good reason to be afraid. Read the full report here;


Again, many other reports may be found by Googling Peter Solheim’s name.

Note that my mother and stepfather, Ann and Adrian Brynn-Evans, appear in the trial concerning the murder of Peter Solheim. Alongside them was a man called Peter Petrauske, who was later prosecuted for ritualistic child abuse, alongside another creep Nick (). The evidence was presented in court that they were members of a ritualistic paedophile ring.


Full report here: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-cornwall-20705898

Peter Solheim was soon after revealed to have been part of that same ring;


Full report here: http://www.falmouthpacket.co.uk/news/fpfalmouth/10089093.Murder_victim_was__child_rapist___Pagan_child_abuse_trial_LATEST/

So that’s at least two proven ‘Pagan paedophiles’ my mother and stepfather can be proven to have associated with. As is reported regarding the ‘initiates’ of Colin Batley’s cult, my mother also has an Eye of Horus tattoo on the back of her neck; I made myself, and know to have been a mark for a group they were both involved in, none of whom I had met, but whom – before the bust – they both talked about a lot. It appears on camera during the National Geographic documentary, Taboo: Witchcraft;


See the full video here: https://youtu.be/OoGWrsN2uyw

Ann and Adrian fled the West country shortly after these busts, and now live in Milton Keyenes. They may be regularly found at the ‘spinal tap’ stone circle that has recently been erected there. I hear they are involved with a group calling themselves the Order of the Oath. They also run the Wytches’ Market in Glastonbury;



Ann & Adrian Brynn-Evans

Anyone can see all these cases are connected, and that a ritualistic and sadistic paedophile ring is still in operation. Anyone can also see Carroll is lying in his comments about us. He knows full well we are telling the truth but refuses to speak out about these criminals.

Carroll’s lies don’t stop there. Let’s talk about that ‘shaggy dog story’ he references in the same review.. I happen to know about this.

Pope Pete has claimed, among many other lies, both online to the police, that I am ashamed my homosexual affair during my mid twenties with Peter Mastin; a buffoon who, to my eternal shame, gained admission into the IOT primarily through his relationship with me; http://www.specularium.org/blog/item/204-a-future-of-magic-esoterics


Mastin is who now the among IOT’s so called ‘Magi’ and is the only member ever to be granted a ‘Chaos Bishopric’. Peter Mastin was also closely involved with Colin Batley, quite possibly since the days Batley lived in London – and is an equally dangerous psychopath.


What Mastin looked like then


What Mastin looks like now.

The reality is that my affair with Mastin lasted only a few months, would have been even shorter if it leaving him had not meant being homeless, and was 23 years ago. It is far from the only homosexual relationship I have had in my life; I am bisexual. Furthermore, Mastin is bisexual, too. During the time when Mastin’s daughter was in her infancy, he went out with a woman called Angelena Lovecraft. Many years later I also had a relationship with this woman, and she entered the ‘pact’ through her relationship with me, taking the name aka Soror VD .

Angelena also told me all about the Rottweiler he kept back then. Like the Rottweilers he kept during the time I knew him, and its disgusting habits. She confirmed that Mastin’s story, related to me during ‘pillow talk’, was true:

Back in the 1980s, Mastin lived in squats. He was an alcoholic who urinated and defecated in the room where he slept. One day, his daughter came to stay with him and was toddling around keeping herself amused. Mastin told me his friend ‘Maurice’ was giving him a blow-job in his bedroom, and that he had left the door ajar. He relished in describing how he had seen her toddle past the door, followed by his horny Rottweiler. It did not need ‘training’ to rape her. It was non-penetrative, the way dogs often rub themselves up against legs or furniture.

Mastin told me that in later years his daughter made false allegations against him of neglect and abuse, all based upon this one ‘accident’, with Esther Ransom getting the partial blame for ‘putting ideas in her head’. We cannot ask her ourselves, as she is dead.

I and many others often heard Mastin ‘joke’ that the best thing about raping eight year old little girls was flipping them over and pretending they are six year old little boys. He ‘joked’ about using the semen of litle boys as skin cream. There were arguments about whether he was serious – I suspected he was, but everyone around me insisted he was just trying to be ‘scary’. After I split with Peter Mastin, back in 1994, he was granted initiation into the IOT. Nobody listened to my concerns, and I in turn became doubtful. I should have left the order right there and then. I was only in my twenties and was too enamoured with the whole idea of being a ‘Chaos magician’.

Even worse, Mastin embroiled himself in the life of Nicola Ward aka Nikki Wyrd, now a leading figure in the IOT, and the mother of my daughter.

And if that isn’t worrying enough, in 2012 I found out my parents had also been involved in the Batley cult. Together they had been making films of child abuse and child torture. The kind of this this sicko was buying; https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/2262854/ian-watkins-lostprophets-paedophile-rape-victims/


Note that, as with the Batley cult, it took ten years before police busted this subhuman piece of sh*t.

Some but not all of the films they made used the ‘props’ of black magic ritual. Regardless of any conspiracy theories, dis-proven or otherwise, these films present the image of ‘genuine’ Satanic Ritual Abuse. Others were filmed in venues such as an out of season public house in Cornwall, a ‘scenario’ appearing to be a pub full of men all raping a teenage boy. No doubt the fact that Satanic Ritual Abuse has apparently been proven not to exist means such films would fetch a high price, if a buyer such as () could have been found by them. Chaos Magic, Crowley, and Satanism, are all ‘big news’ in the music industry at the moment. It is not implausible that this is exactly what happened.

Yes, really. These creepy paedophiles know rock stars. It’s a small world.

We have already outed Peter Pracownick (yes, another Peter – weird huh?) for his involvement with the Batley cult. Look him up on the internet. He appears to be a very successful artist.




My parents, Ann & Adrian Brynn-Evans, performed his Wiccan ‘handfasting’ to Jasmine, back in 2002, in the sprawling garden of Travalgar Manor. The circle that day included members of Hawkwind, Marrillion, and an old gangster that used to work for the Krays. Gary Glitter didn’t make it that day, but Pracownick has often been heard boasting of their friendship.

There are many people in this ‘Pagan’ paedophile network, and they identify as following many different ‘paths’ – from Wicca, Druidry, Thelema, and Chaos magic. Google ‘Peter Pracownick Julian Vayne’ and you’ll see the links. Quite recently, Julian Vayne and Nicola Ward (aka Nikki Wyrd) have been running workshops at St. Nectarn’s glen and staying over at Peter Pracownick’s.

Google ‘Julian Vayne IOT’ and you’ll see he is a current Magi (cough splutter) of the IOT, and a friend of my mother and stepfather since the 1990s (see the post link). He has been obsessively spiteful about me online, even though the two of us have never met. When a similar truce was offered as between myself and Carroll, I was informed by the police that he claimed he couldn’t remove his posts either at source or with his publisher, Mandrake of Oxfordhttps://mandrake.uk.net/nathaniel-j-harris/

Google ‘Julian Vayne Hoaxted’ and you’ll see his name pop up connected to the ensuing online arguments regarding the uninvestigated Hampstead Heath ‘ritual abuse’ case; the dismissal of which is also being used in attempts to discredit those of us speaking out in connection to cases that are most definitely real.

Google ‘Julian Vayne Nikki Wyrd’, and you’ll see that he is now the ‘stepfather’ of my daughter. They got together sometime around 2011, over a decade and a half after my own relationship with Nikki had ended, although we remained in each other’s lives until 2001, as we were both in the IOT.

nikki julian

We are far from the only people to express our concerns about them:


Our situation is extremely unpleasant, and often terrifying. The police do nothing to defend us. The reaction of the authorities in our case has been no better than with any of those that have reached trial – too little, and too late. More than a few times they have made matters far worse for us. We are left with no choice but to defend ourselves, and every time we do we risk arrest. I’m cheaper option than either Carroll or Vayne; even if the only result is that the police get another statement from me regarding the paedophile ring.

Back to Carroll’s attempts to cover the trail between the Batley cult and the IOT. In Alongside the review Ouroboros he also reviews Jaq D. Hawkin’s book The Chaonomicon. I’d just like to point out the title could easily be confused with a book I published back in 2009, of which there were (and this is a genuine coincidence) a mere 23 copies printed; The Khaonomicon. At that time Carroll and I were getting along and he wrote the introduction. Carroll, and others, complained to the printer about my book, threatening legal action they would never have been able to back up, and the printer sadly conceded – keeping every penny it earned. There are no signs left of it on the internet I know of, although I shortly after I saw one sell over ebay for around £150..

It was this book that caused an argument with Carroll when I disobeyed his demand not to disclose what I already knew about the IOT’s criminal activity in its addendum, which Carroll had not been allowed to read – Liber Nemesis; disclosures about the IOT’s sustained vendetta since my resignation (which they lie was an excommunication) in 2001, and of being stalked by a psycho with a tattooed face, whose name at that time we did not know, and who Jasmine first saw sat outside our flat in Norwich in 2005, and encountered outside Carroll’s shop in Clifton (now closed down, incidently) in 2006, soon after we moved to Bristol – to be nearer to my family during the dying years of my grandmother, and closer to Tintagel, where Jasmine’s son was in the ‘care’ of his father, Peter Pracownick.

We also found out, through another series of ‘accidental slip’, that the ‘tattoos’ on his face were a disguise drawn on by Peter with Sharpie pens by Peter Pracownick, and ‘fixed’ with hairspray (see a video of the method here). It is a common method of making ‘fake tattoos’ used by movie ‘make-up artists’. I also remember, even at the time, noticing our stalkers ‘facial tattoos’ looked like a lot like Pracownick’s artwork. They included a pair of cartoonish devil horns on his brow, with an Eye of Horus between them. Peter Pracownick had previously threatened Jasmine’s life – telling her a man with tattoos over his face, who was a ‘real devil’, would be coming to kill her. We later recognised him from the newspapers as none other Colin Batley.

Carroll’s harassment of us has extended far beyond the libel he has posted about me on his website;

threat 1

threat reply

Yes, we both live in Bristol. Like most of our city’s artists, from Banksy through to Mark Stewart and Massive Attack, to Pyratrix Circus or any of our ‘contemporary sacred clowns’, I live pretty much hand to mouth. And like most of our artistic community, I’m not much of a materialist, and and happy enough to choose this life.

In stark contrast, Carroll is a ‘successful businessman’ with right wing breadhead politics – during the foundation of UKIP’s arm in Bristol he was their treasurer. Being arrogant and wealthy he thinks he can bully me in the street, using both criminals and the police as his ‘dogs’. Back when I was in the IOT, Dave Lee, who knew Carroll well, told me that when Carroll doesn’t like someone in Bristol he goes round the ‘half way houses’ and enlists ‘rehabilitated’ criminals for the price of a crate of Special Brew. Both Jasmine and myself have experienced harassment in the streets from threatening strangers as a recurring problem over several years, and it seems likely that Carroll did this us – as we informed the police.

The ‘half way’ houses of Bristol, by the way, mostly serve category A sex offenders; http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/programmes/panorama/6123534.stm



Confront those concerned with the above evidence, all within the public domain. Confront their lies about us. Listen to their replies, or take note of their aversions, and see if they are consistent and backed up by evidence.

If you have further evidence, contact the police (and if fobbed of, the IPCC). Contact journalists and researchers such as Sonia Poulton or Jasun Horsley.

Make use of the comments section below this post – Jasmine and I will answer any questions as best as we can.

Warn others.

Whatever you do, don’t stay silent.

KINGSLEY EVANS – Paedophile Cultist?

Chaos Magic, Child Abuse, Conspiracy, Cover Up, Elite Paedophile Network, Illuminates of Thanateros, Mind Control, MK Ultra, Occult, Paedophilia, Ritual Abuse, Trauma Based Mind Control

I have made this post so that police, journalists, researchers, and others concerned, will be made aware of this individual. It is also my intention to show an example of the Machiavellian tactics employed by abusive cults in their attempts to track, discredit, and further distress their victims.

I have been observing Kingsley’s behaviour since 2009, when I first came across him on MySpace. Even back then he was making derogatory posts about the leadership of the IOT, although rarely naming them. Nine years later and he is still doing this – the below screenshot in from his current FaceBook page;


After communicating with him for a while, Kingsley claimed to know the person calling themselves ‘Deathcultreject’, who at that time was making posts on the message boards of David Icke’s website outing the IOT in Wales for their involvement in paedophilia, ritual abuse and (he claimed) MK Ultra;



I asked Kingsley why Deathcultreject had not gone to the police with his allegations and was told it was because he suffers Dissociative Identity Disorder and so would not be listened to. Since both Deathcultreject and Kingsley were, at that time, exposing the IOT’s leadership (Peter Mastin, Julian Vayne, Nikki Wyrd) for exactly the same crimes, and since Kingsley claims he is himself Dissociative Identity Disorder, I suspected they may be the same person.

Kingsley also claims to help survivors of MK Ultra and abusive cults. The following is from a private message he posted to me just this week;


In 2012 my learning-disabled stepson made disclosures to his mother, myself, and the police; he had been ‘provided’ by his biological father to Colin Batley, members of the IOT (Peter Mastin, Julian Vayne, Nicola Ward aka Nikki Wyrd, Anton Channing, Denise Channing aka Jaq D Hawkins), my parents (my mother and stepfather Ann Brynn-Evans along with my biological father Robert Harris aka Szandor Dashwood), as well as what remains of that cult since the bust; by this time having been raped countless times by countless people, over and again for nearly a decade. The membership of Batley’s cult was drawn not just from the IOT but also the Pagan Federation -South West (of which my stepfather Adrian Brunn-Evans was at that time the coordinator), while his white robes, Crowleyanity, and obsession with Egyptian symbolism all point to the OTO (which also has a stronghold in Wales). If this sounds unlikely, read all the newspaper reports concerning Batley’s cult.

Kingsley was among the first people to lend us his support. When he formed the FaceBook group Magicians Against Abuse I understandably joined. Sadly it quickly became apparent that Kinglsey’s purpose in this group was to attempt to give the impression that the paedophiles were all ‘out there’, rather than to support anyone in exposing those paedophiles actually within the occult community. We fell out when Kingsley started making denials that Batley was involved with the IOT and suddenly started calling me a liar. Most odd, and most upsetting; especially since I could not fathom why he would do this. He then emailed me admitting that members of the IOT had – out of context and most ILLEGALLY – shown him sections of Jasmine’s case in the Family Law Courts (which she won, btw – after a case lasting an incredible 9 months it was concluded that neither she nor I were in any way responsible for her son’s disclosures).

Considering Kingsley’s previous actions this was even more confusing and upsetting. It is essential to victims (and the innocent parents in a case like this most certainly ARE also victims) to be believed if they are to heal. Kingsley’s actions here, if deliberate, constitute emotional abuse of the worst kind; not just against me, but also – and especially – against Jasmine, the traumatized mother of a child who was sexually exploited by Colin Batley and several leading figures of the IOT.

Additionally, he has at the very least made himself a ‘secondary abuser’. Those who cover for paedophiles are as guilty of those abuses as the perpetrators themselves; in preventing the truth from being heard they protect the abusers and allow the abuses to continue.

This week Kingsley sent me a new FB ‘friend’ request. Understandably my reaction was not calm or collected. An argument ensued, first privately then spilling out into the Magicians Against Abuse group, where he accused me of attempting to ‘change the narrative’ (despite that I am the only one in this situation still saying the same thing as I was 6 years ago), and even more absurdly accusing me of doing this on behalf of the IOT. Here is his post;



Why would the IOT want me exposing them as having been involved with Batley and the sexual exploitation of children? How is that supposed to add up and fool anyone?

The answer was of course staring me in the face.

Kingsley is Welsh and joined the IOT during the very period when the Batley group was active. Researchers may easily verify there was never a Welsh IOT group until Batley had been involved. While posing as someone offering aid, Kingsley is in reality an IOT member who was himself involved with the Batley group. There were no other IOT groups in Wales at that time. It is therefore not plausible that Kingsley does not know Batley was in the IOT, or that Kingsley was not part of that group.

No doubt Kingsley will respond with more libel and bullshit, as he and his kind always do. This is no real worry – his MAB group has less than 200 members, which is less than read this blog every week (with some posts exceeding that on their first day). Thankfully nobody listens to him anyway – his knowledge of magic goes no further than masturbating over sigils, which I imagine he does a lot of. I also note that in all the years I have been observing him, he never has never had a girlfriend or lover.

To recap – Kingsley Evans’ ‘narrative’ concerning my attempts to expose the IOT are inconsistent and nonsensical. He claims to have not been involved with the IOT for many years, yet in all that time has been openly practising the weak excuse for ‘magic’ as it is practised by that ‘order’ and has not developed further. He has also maintained communication with its members, including those who sexually exploited Jasmine’s son. Despite not himself being a victim, the parent of a victim, or having any other apparent reason, Kingsley has also spent the last 9 years making constant posts about child abuse; something most people would rather not think about unless they had to. In all that time he has never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. He joined the IOT around 2009, or very recently before, when the Batley group was active in Wales, and is himself also Welsh. There were no other Welsh IOT temples or working groups in existence at that time. Batley himself is well reported as having been successfully prosecuted for leading an abusive cult that controlled its members through intimidation, murder, and rape, and who sexually abused both adults and children. It is thus 100% certain that Kingsley Evans was part of the Colin Batley IOT group that sexually exploited numerous children.