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I do not apologise for the embarrassment this open letter will bring you. It is your own choices, your own crimes, your own lies which have made this necessary.

You were no mother to me as I grew up. Not even your supposed friends pretend otherwise. Indeed, they claim I am a ‘fuck up’ due to neglect, which means they are blaming my behaviour on you. And these are the people your freedom currently depends upon. I have to say, that with friends like yours you have no need of enemies.

It is true I was neglected, and worse. I grew up suffering violent abuse at the hands of Greg, my half-brothers’ father, and yes it did effect me negatively, but as you know this is not the reason I accuse you and Adrian of having been involved with the cul-de-sac cult paedophile ring. Are your friends aware of your involvement in this cult? Have they seen the ‘Eye of Horus’ tattoo on your neck, beneath your hair, that you had me make for you to signify your membership of Colin Batley’s ‘extended family’?

Are you aware that Adrian tells people I am accusing you of crimes I committed myself? So now I am personally being abused by your current husband also – a man who is, himself, a sadistic paedophile and who abuses you behind closed doors. Perhaps you have grown so used to covering up for covert abusers – this is the third you have been married to – that you genuinely mistake this abuse for love.

Mum, if he loved you, he would never have dragged you into all this. He would never have had you drive the car with a child in the boot, would never have had you stifle their cries with your hand as he raped them, and would never have insisted you disown your eldest son.

And Mum, if you had ever loved me you would never have allowed him to tell those evil lies about me, not even when it was from the fear of me telling people the truth.

You said to me several times that you had thought about leaving him. I hope you find the strength – if not today then this year. Adrian belongs in an institution, for your safety and for the safety of children – for the safety of your grandchildren, my nephews and nieces.

You should know I have written a book about my early life, and that it is currently being considered by some of the country’s leading literary agents. Perhaps it will be accepted – perhaps the truth about you will be made available in Waterstones up and down the country. And why not? It would not be the first time my work has been made so available. Did you even read that fucking book, that I wrote to honour you, that had your artwork on the cover? It is such a shame you did not have the faith in yourself you make good of this. Instead, you sided with Adrian and his idiot jealousy.

You keep up the appearances of living a ‘happy family’ – just like you did when Greg was knocking you about and raping you. I am sad that you have never known real love in your life, and I am sad that I am having to write these hurtful things about you. It is YOUR choices that have made this necessary.

Despite all the cover-up around the cul-de-sac cult paedophile ring, despite Mandrake, the IOT, Peter Carroll, the boss eyed Christina Harrington, and the other paedophiles you befriended in Glastonbury, I am gathering support. Not just from the Pagan and occult community, but from among those who seek to gain justice against their kind where the police have failed. You WILL be seeing me again, face to face, this year, and I shall have much support with me.

Times are changing, Ann. While children still do not get justice – there has still NEVER been a case where a paedophile ring has been brought down by the testimony of a child victim – it is now the case that those victims are being heard when they grow up. How many victims of the cul-de-sac cult are now reaching adulthood? Even if (you know who) is never heard because of their disability, there are plenty of others. Eventually justice will come. Do yourself a favour and tell the police the truth.

I have all the evidence I need to stand in court and prove this open letter is a just and legal action intended to prevent further crime. I also have all the evidence I need to prove AT THE VERY LEAST that you have both associated with known and PROSECUTED sadistic paedophiles. I also have written statements from a child you raped in your own mother’s bed, back when you were in Wells. I welcome any legal action you may attempt to silence me as it can only backfire on you. Perhaps a court case will force the police to take appropriate action against you both. It seems to me quite likely that it will. So bring it on.

I advise you to walk into a police station and tell the truth. I advise you to do it NOW.

Your eldest son,


P.S.: To all those also reading this post, further information is available HERE (link).


Look who came leaping to my mother’s ‘defence’.. they could not be more obvious if they posted pictures of themselves with Batley and their Baphomet outfit! Cretins!







As Kite is well aware, I resigned from the IOT in 2001 due to abuses of power within the order, and out of disappointment that Chaos magick fails to deliver on its promises. To my knowledge the order was not at this time involved with paedophilia, but was certainly on its way to becoming an abusive cult.


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No parent should have to endure this – and no child.

In May DS Amy Hewitt 801, who failed to adequately deal with our disclosures of a Pagan paedophile ring in 2012, received this email;


A copy was also sent to her by Jasmine DeVille. After receiving no reply we both sent the email again. After still hearing nothing for 5 months I wrote to the Independent Office of Police Conduct. The following emails represent a tragic failing on the part of police, and also the complaints procedure.














I attached said email, reproduced above and below – with the statement that we DID have the right to reappeal outlined in red.



There are no words for our grief – not just that we have both lost our entire families, not just that my stepson (Jasmine is my common law wife) suffered such indescribable abuse from his biological father and this paedophile ring, not just that this paedophile ring continues to operate, but also that when we took this matter to the police they made matters WORSE.


Spare me this pagan revival

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I greatly appreciated the following article by Julie Birchill of, published last month in SPIKED, and so would like to draw your attention to it;

Follow this link to read the entire article; SPARE ME.

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Regular readers of this blog will know my own parents were Pagans. They were also involved in a paedophile ring.

I was therefore darkly amused that one of my parent’s friends should appear on my FaceBook page to complain about this article when I re-posted it. I include the entire exchange here as a matter of public record.





Note also that while this old hag has respect in the Pagan community of Glastonbury as an ‘elder’, I have in fact been involved with Paganism / magick for nearly a decade longer than she has – my initial introduction having been through my family, with my first training in meditation and magick being when I was 14 years old. I am now 48.

Everything I say to her is true.


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ADDENDUM: 05/08/18

I am relieved to be able to tell you that if my daughter had once again been coerced into lying to the police any statement she made was found to be irrelevant. I shall not, therefore, be pressing charges against her. Everything else stated below remains as stated. I shall not be adding any further information regarding this overall situation as I do not want the guilty to know. If you are a concerned and trusted friend please do write to me and I can inform you privately. Thank you. NJH


Once again I am risking prison for telling the truth about as yet unprosecuted criminals who were involved in the cult involving the ‘Thelemite’ Crowley worshipper and convicted paedophile and rapist Colin Batley:

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As before the cult have manipulated my daughter into joining in with their attempts to bully me into silence – several members of our family are involved in this cult and there are many relatives putting pressure on her to betray her loving father this way. All in all, not a good week. This entire situation is sad, humiliating, and re-traumatizing. I would much rather be able to get on with my life without ever having to even think about this traumatizing things. I just want to be able to get on with my life and career as an artist and author – but with these criminals spreading their lies, and my previous publisher having also been involved in the paedophile cult, it is proving almost impossible.

Since it is so easy to cook up Malicious Complaints against material published on the internet, this post may be the last time I mention the Colin Batley paedophile cult online. I will not, however, be silenced; I am instead ‘upping the game’ – the journalist Sonia Poulton already has a large file on our case, and I shall be seeking a professional publisher and distributor for a new edition of Beast Wing 666. That way the only malicious complaints they can attempt would be a false accusation of libel, and there is no way they would be stupid enough to throw away that much money on a case they could not win; they know full well that, even if they have so far avoided prosecution, there is still enough evidence to prove to any court room that I am telling the truth. In any case, I doubt that anyone calling themselves a ‘magical order’ and openly writing about their heavy use of psychedelic drugs could ever be considered ‘credible witnesses’ – rather like the learning disabled child they dosed with psychedelic drugs before raping in their ‘black magic rituals’, upon whose disclosures (along with much other evidence) my statements about this cult are based.

This time they are attempting to curtail my freedom of speech by attempting to reframe my allegations as ‘Malicious Communication’; a charge that can result in a three year prison sentence. Understandably I am sad and angry about this. I am also stressed – they tend to gang up when they use this tactic (there are a lot of them) and make several apparently unconnected complaints at once, making it very tough for the police to judge what is really going on – that a paedophile cult is attempting to use them like dogs. Quite often these complaints coincide with organized harassment in the street – a wealthy associate of theirs lives in the same city as us and we have reason to suspect they went around the ‘half way houses’ here, many of which house CatA sex offenders, and showed our photograph to dangerous strangers with instructions to stalk us – one such stalker we identified as a convicted child killer and dangerous psychopath, who also seems to have been part of the cult. Last year, when the cult attempted to frame this blog as harassment, we told the police about the extent of our danger and they offered us ‘first response’.

Yes, we were taken that seriously. Don’t let anyone try and tell you otherwise.

Most of all I am upset and afraid for my daughter, as I am sure she would not have chosen to do this without coercion. As with the cult’s last attempt in August 2017, when her stepfather failed to frame my warnings and allegations as ‘harassment’, they are making her do this over her birthday. I am sure it is very upsetting for her, and I fear for the implications to her mental health. I have serious fears for her safety, since these dangerous sexual abusers have such a hold over her life.

The paedophile cult has made unfounded malicious complaints about me before and they have failed, but it does not mean it will fail this time. That I am responding with this blog post, and thus putting myself at even more risk, should let you know that I am serious about my warnings to the community and that my concern for others is such that it over-rides my fears for myself. This paedophile cult is not only still operating, but the cult now seems to have a lot of money from ‘somewhere’ which they are investing in events intended to expand their membership. It also now quite openly boasts of having an active group in Wales, which it did not do at the time this blog was first published.

In 2012 a brave young man, diagnosed with the ‘invisible disability’ of autism, made disclosures to his mother, myself, and to the police, of extreme systematic abuse from his biological father, and from the paedophile cult largely believed to have been run by Colin Batley – so extreme one lifetime could never be long enough to heal. The disclosures were so shocking, involving as they did many people I used to cherish – and others I at least had some respect for even if we didn’t get along – that I have been suffering secondary PTSD for several years. He continued to expand upon his disclosures for three months, most of which I was not present for and am thankful never to know about. These organised and systematic abuses had begun when he was just six years old and continued at least until his disclosures at the age of 16. Sadly, an incompetent (and in our opinion corrupt) social worker involved in the case undermined the young man’s interview with the police – a fact that has been recognized in an upheld IPCC complaint which, we have been told, could even have resulted in changes in official procedure.

This social worker’s first tactic was to make up an unqualified diagnosis of ‘echolalia’, saying he was repeating phrases without knowing what they meant, like a parrot. She and an officer had taken him out of class at school for the interview, had not explained that he was not in trouble, and thrown him into a panic. The words he said to them, over and over, were, “They drugged me and raped me.”

The reason why he said this is because that is what they had done – as an example, he told his mother and I quite clearly, is that when he was 6 years old he had been injected him with a psychedelic drug and raped by someone in a demon costume – all of which was filmed. No wonder that even thinking about it produced a hysterical reaction and that he was ‘incoherent’. And this is only one of the extremely traumatic things they did to him over the ten years he was at their mercy, nor is it the worst. This poor young man will no doubt suffer from such traumas for the rest of his life. Knowing there are films out there, and that other sadistic paedophiles have access to them, is going to prove very hard to live with. That many of his repeated rapes were in a context that could be confounded with Satanic Ritual Abuse, and thus dismissed as ‘conspiracy theory’, also means that in standing up for the truth I have personally found myself the target of slander, libel, and intimidation from a number of other within the ‘occult community’ who have been tricked into equating these abuses with the so-called Satanic Panic.

This same social worker then went on to accuse his mother and I of having cooked up his disclosures and coached this brave young man into lying – which would, if true, have been serious emotional abuse. After a nine month hearing in the Family Law Courts we were entirely cleared of this allegation. Although the social worker attempted to have a gagging order placed upon us to cover up this case the magistrate refused, stating quite clearly that although I could not publish the actual records of the case, and that it was illegal to even show them to people, I had every right to talk, write, and publish concerning the disclosures, and every right to exercise my freedom of speech.

The same social worker, in a clear breach of the Magistrate’s order, then returned the brave young man to his biological father – and hence back into the clutches of the still operating paedophile cult – without explaining to him that he could go back to live with his mother if he chose.

Due to this social worker the entire investigation was seriously compromised right from the start. This brave young man was denied his right to make disclosures, and denied his human right to justice. The social worker overplayed his disability in order to portray him as unfit to ‘take the stand’ in court. Is it mere coincidence that other online disclosures from survivors of this cult claim there is at least one social worker involved? I know for a fact that several members of this cult are qualified professionals working in ‘care’ – some even specialising in sexually traumatized children. One of them used to have a photograph on the internet – now removed – of their team being awarded for their work in ‘sex education’.

If this is all starting to sound like a conspiracy theory let me remind you that Batley, along with several others from the ‘Pagan scene’ in his area, have already been prosecuted for the ritualistic abuse of children. Let me also remind you that criminal conspiracies are real – indeed if there is anything guaranteed to add several years to any prison sentence it is the charge of conspiracy.

I should also add that several members of the cult are skilled in hypnotism and neurolonguistic programming – which, along with psychedelic drugs – they use to further confound any potential disclosures, messing with their victim’s minds so they will include irrational and unbelievable elements. The Colin Batley cult is also widely reported to have made use of brainwashing. It does not seem unlikely to me that they attempted to employ what has been widely reported by conspiracy theorists as Trauma Based Mind Control, allegedly used by the Illuminati, with whom the cult like to fraudulently identify themselves.

Please note – I am not here alleging that there is a real Illuminati – merely that the cult like to pretend they are a satrap of said group. They do this in order to imply far greater influence and power than they in reality have. This identification also serves, in the context of these crimes, to make disclosures sound like ‘conspiracy theory’. Nor would their attempts at using Trauma Based Mind Control, which real or not is widely detailed in ‘conspiracy theory’ videos all over YouTube and other social media, imply that TBMC is really being used by Luciferian lizard wizards that secretly rule the world, or any other such nonce-sense. It is merely to suggest that the cult believed TBMC was possible and attempted to use it. As well as being paedophiles, the members of this cult are clearly suffering all manner of delusions, from believing they have magical powers to being ‘conduits’ to the gods of Chaos.

In 2012, when I first started keeping this blog, although it was reported in the newspapers that the group was targetting a six year old, nothing was said of the child’s age, and nothing was said about them being disabled. Two years later Annabelle Forest’s book Devil on the Doorstep was published; a book by a survivor of the cult. In that book she tells of a disabled boy whose father was in the cult, mentioning him first in an early chapter when they were both infants, and again in a later chapter when they are both teenagers. Her description of the boy could very easily be the same person. Thus his disclosures are in fact corroborated by an independent witness, and we have been pushing to have the case re-opened; all that would theoretically be needed would be for ‘Annabelle Forest’ to confirm that she recognises him. Indeed, for all we know, the investigation may have been successfully reopened in a manner that does not involve us.

Not only was this brave young man denied justice and returned to an environment of abuse, his biological father and his stepmother (also involved in his abuse) have had another child, born early in 2013. That child has also been diagnosed with autism but it is our sincere belief that, as with his older brother,they have suffered brain damage as a result of extreme sexual abuse from before they could even talk. It is our sincere suspicion that the cult have been abusing this child, and that other children are also at risk from them.

As well as having heard these disclosures I have also spoken to the fantastic police officers who successfully prosecuted Colin Batley, and to the ‘cult expert’ Valerie Sinason, who helped them to achieve this. I know who was in the Batley cult and have attempted to warn to occult community, including the likes of Christina Harrington, proprietor of Treadwell’s, and Peter J. Carroll, founder of the Illuminates of Thanateros, and Graham King of The Museum of Witchcraft, all of whom (despite what they have claimed since) were once my friends. All of these people have enough information, and enough intelligence, to know our disclosures are true, and all have responded by offering additional support and ‘credibility’ to the guilty. Carroll has even published damaging libel about me on his own blogs in his vain attempt to discredit me.

Others in the occult community, such as Ray Sherwin, co-founder of the Illuminates of Thanateros, have come out in support of us, as have many others it would not be tactful to name at this time.

It has been seven years since Batley was busted. It is known that his abusive ‘cult’ involved a huge number of people, and it is obvious they were drawn from the ‘Pagan community’, but no more prosecutions have been made against other members of the group. If the others in his cult were not who we have said they are, then by now other survivors would be speaking out against us for accusing the wrong people. Perhaps even Valerie Sinason would have.

It is also well known by many people that legal threats have been made – of one kind or another – attempting to have my warnings and allegations removed from the internet.

If the other members of the Batley cult are not who I have said they are – who are they? And yes, both the brave young man’s mother and I have already been thoroughly investigated – and it isn’t us!

That the paedophile cult are trying this tactic at this time, despite the huge risk of it backfiring on them, does not surprise me. Things have not been going the way they want – people are hearing me – hearing US. People are starting to see the guilty for the sociopathic charlatans they are, and to watch for further evidence in the hope of having our case re-opened. This is why a certain individual, identified in the disclosures, is now making Malicious Complaints against me to the police – itself a criminal offence, and a charge I am now preparing to make against them and (sadly) my own daughter. This is not something I would do if I had not been pushed into it – as with the cult’s failed complaints against me last year they have made my daughter betray me over the week of her birthday. I would far prefer to be giving her a nice present this year, rather than a potentially serious criminal record, but sadly this is not going to happen until she find the strength to stand up for herself against the bullies making her do these things. I do not feel I have any choice – not if I want such Malicious Complaints against me to stop. I am hopeful that the police will agree that this is a founded complaint – because it most certainly is, and there is mounting evidence to show it.

Regardless of whether I can bring charges against them the danger to us remains very real. The cult have previously attempted to make us patsies for their crimes, and we have good reason to believe they have been conspiring to murder us. Please help us in any way you can, even if it is only by copying, reposting, or otherwise distributing the information in this blog. So far, alerting the public to our jeopardy has been one of the only things keeping us safe. Additionally, the more alerted the public are about this cult, the harder it will be for them to commit and get away with their crimes. If you have any additional information or evidence regarding our case, or any information regarding the cult’s activities, please share it with the police.

In the event that the police do not take your information seriously, as was tragically the case with this cult for at least a decade before Batley was busted, please share it with the journalist Sonia Poulton; see my previous post below.

Should you wish to contact me personally my email address is

Thank you for your time and concern.

The Law of Wyrd

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Thence come the maidens

Mighty in wisdom

Three from the place

Under the tree

Wyrd is caled one

Another Werðende

Scored they on wood

Scyld is the third;

There laws are laid

There life chose

To men’s sons

And spoke destiny.

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The image of three witches.. Macbeth.. the Fairy Godmothers in Sleeping Beauty.. the Morae.. the three Marys at the foot of the crucifixion.. the Triple Goddess of the waxing, full and waning moon.. the three Gorgons,, the three faces of Diana.. the three faces of Noticula-Hecate.. the three Fates.. the three Njorns.. the three sisters Wyrd.. They are the laws of time; the past, present, and future. Always they are spirits whose knowledge is of men’s destiny, whose power it is to shape and influence it. In the various mythologies they are often seen as spinning time on their spinning wheels, weaving the fabric of reality, working their spellcraft over a roaring cauldron at the crossroads, or are found at the Well of Wyrd, a spring that lies at the roots of the world tree Yggdrasil. Each day they take water from the well so that the roots of the world tree do not fall to rot.

The image if the three sister Wyrd recurs throughout the Germanic world, and Anglo-Saxon poetry written even after the conversion still retains memory of their power. Even when the worship of the Northern gods had fallen into decline, even in the modern day, they remain a strong image in their folk customs. We still have the folk saying, “these things happen in threes’, reflecting the connection between the number three and what we call fate. Traditional spells of binding are tied with three knots in three cords. Many folk charms are repeated thrice (or nine times – three times three). The tradition of ‘touching wood’ is to knock thrice upon living wood for good luck. In folk witchcraft circles are often walked (or danced) three times round; hence the ‘superstition’ that it is unlucky to walk around a church three times widdershins – to do so, it is said, may summon the Devil.

The concept of Wyrd, the ‘Three Fold Law’, is central to the philosophy of witchcraft, as it is to its modern cousin Wicca. It is also one that seems to be much misunderstood, often being quoted as the reason why witches do not do ‘black magic’, since (we are told) all things return to their sender threefold. Wrongdoers, according to this misconception, are inevitably punished by the Cosmos herself, and we in turn need do nothing. This interpretation has little to do with the genuine Old Ways, or how Wyrd was perceived by our ancestors.

The most common perception is that this is a kind of deterministic philosophy. Yet the Goddess does not fix, determine, or decide our destinies for us. Wyrd is a fluid and ever changing substance – it is the way Time unfolds. Sometimes it is even seen as a web connecting all things; a metaphor for the way all things are inextricably linked. To pull one strand is to effect the Web of Wyrd as a whole, and the smallest of actions can have the furthest reaching consequences. Wyrd is not fixed. Much of what we like to think of as the future is merely our hopes and fears for the future. These hopes and fears we are thinking and feeling in the now. The future is uncertain, as is much of the present, and indeed the past.

“Goeth ever Wyrd as she wills,” as Beowulf was heard to say. We may petition her, and learn from her, yet she will always be unpredictable – even to the Runemasters. Daily, new actions sink into her well and old deeds rise to the surface..Our ancestors considered it a virtue to accept one’s Wyrd, however hard, just as it was a virtue to know we can be responsible for our Wyrd and change it. This is what magic is all about. While the world (or ‘weorold’ in AS) around us is subject to its own greater destiny, we are subject to our own personal fates, which are effecetd by everything we do in the now. Who and what we are now is a result of our past, and the world we live in is inherited from our ancestors. All Wyrd is one Wyrd (the meaning of ‘weorold’), and yet we each of us possess our own individual Wyrd, of which we may never be wholly the master.

The deeds of the present sink into the well of Wyrd, becoming the past, yet the deeds of the past are inevitably pushed back to the surface by the natural action of the waters moving beneath them. The well of Wyrd is not a cistern or a bucket – it is a dynamic force of change. Wyrd is not about maintaining traditions for their own sake. It is about our place in the flow of Time; an appreciation of who we are and the world we experience, how we came to be and what we can become – indeed what we must become. It is the courage to create and to change through our actions, just as it is the courage to accept what has been created and changed otherwise.

The ‘threefold law of Wyrd’ is the law of returns. Like the law of ‘karma’, many have misunderstood it as a moral force. Our debts of karma, or Wyrd, are not based on some kind of tally system or ‘sin now pay later’ cosmic scheme. Whatever actions we take will always have consequences, and some of those consequences will inevitably effect us. If I throw a curse at you my own bitterness may well come back and slap me in the face, but if I give Johnny three sweets there is no guarantee he will give me nine in return – most likely he will eat them all himself and proceed to ask me for three more. Nevertheless the law of Wyrd is that what we give out is reflected in what we get back. It has always been the case that good deeds are more likely to bring good returns, and that arseholes often make their own lives more difficult. However Wyrd is fickle and obeys no laws but her own. Actions that are well meaning can sometimes bring ruin, and actions intended to harm may sometimes bring healing. Witchcraft is the art of serving Wyrd that she may side with us and our actions bring the results we intend. It is also the virtue of honesty; in accepting who and what we really are. Wyrd permeates al things, flowing through us and through al nature – everything we experience. All things travel a path of return; earth, air, fire, water, and spirit. It is in the rise and fall of the sea, the three faces of the moon, the turning of the seasons, the cycles of life and death. To recognise this flow is to know where and when to make those changes that get us what we Will, just as it is to know when taking action would be unwise. It is to know ourselves, when our personal power is high or low. It is the knowledge and recognition of omens, and when it is best to perform magic.

The younger sister of Wyrd is Werðende, whose name means custom, tradition, and law; these are not the decree of any supreme All Father or king but are a power derived from the folk. Not everyone lives in the same way, such as the traveller community of modern England, or the Tuscany ‘gypsies’ of the last century. Similarly, the witches of English history have also found themselves at odds with Christian laws, and the government, through their very lifestyles. In Norfolk, for example, we have Kett’s rebellion in our history. In the research library of Norwich, before it burned down in the mid 1990s, I found evidence suggesting this revolt was lead by witches – many years later I found notes made by Cecil Williams, founder of The Museum of Witchcraft, where he also came to this conclusion. The witches were at odds with the Church and gentry’s claim to ownership of the land. Thus it may be seen that these laws were not Wedende, since they were not the laws of the common folk. They were not the laws, customs, or traditions that the folk took to remember history, but the rule of those who would rewrite history according to an imposed narrative.

Wyrd’s older sister is Skyld, whose name means debt, obligation, and mortality. During the conversion, when the Christians needed to find a word that could explain their concept of ‘sin’, they borrowed her name and gave it new meaning. Yet one must not be tricked into believing she is an entirely negative force, for in upholding our obligations we are rewarded. Wreaking vengeance for the harming of one’s kin, for example, is an obligation. It is the custom, tradition, and law of Wyrd that we cannot inherit the power of our ancestors, and have no virtue in our blood, if we do not honour such obligations. We must never give up the battle, in whatever field we fight, against those who would crush us and our ways. This is the original ‘three fold law’; that we must never shy from our responsibilities, including the punishing of our adversaries.


Originally published in Witcha: A Book of Cunning, 2002 – republished by Mandrake of Oxford 2004). Out of print by author’s own demand (and due to breach of contract by Mandrake).


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I received a FB message an old ‘soror’ from my Chaos magic days, when I was involved with the Illuminates of Thanateros. She accepted that links between my parents – Ann & Adrian Brynn-Evans – and the paedophile ring operating in the West Country, were all well documented; including Colin Batley and his cul-de-sac cult (Ann’s initiatory ‘Eye of Horus’ tattoo can be seen in National Geographic: Taboo: Witchcraft), and the murder of Peter Solheim (Ann & Adrian appeared at the murder trial, along with Peter Petrauske – later convicted as a member of the ring, with links also made to Solheim – Google the newspaper reports), However, said ex-soror then made the absurd claim that I could not demonstrate any links between my family, the ring, and the IOT, concluding she had no reason to believe me.

It seems this is misinformation has been widely spread by the IOT, no doubt – quite ironically – originating with its leadership, currently Julian Vayne and Nikki Wyrd (real name Nicola Ward); my daughter’s step-father and biological mother. In other words, the current leadership of the IOT in the UK and my family are, to all intents and purposes, one and the same.

Julian Vayne has known Ann and Adrian since the 1990s. Intimately, I expect, considering that my parents joined Julian’s Sex Magic Working Group, back when they were all living in ‘the big MK’ of Milton Keynes. Embarrassing, but true. They later reconnected in the West Country through their mutual membership of The Pagan Federation, and The Friends of the Museum of Witchcraft. These connections can all be verified by any researcher.

Julian’s partner Nicola Ward, also happens to be the mother of my only daughter, Rose. Ann refers to Nicola as her ‘daughter out-law’, rather than in-law, since we never married yet they are related through Rose. Nicola’s daughter is Ann Brynn-Evans’ grand-daughter.

And yes, you read that right. It seems Julian was first screwing my mother, then many years later the mother of my daughter, more recently the both of them at once. This is indicative of how incestuous and sleazy the small world of ‘occultism’ really is. Worse than this, according to the disclosures of my stepson, while he was in the care of his biological father Peter Pracownick, also an old Pagan friend of Adrian’s, he was handed over to the Colin Batley cult for sexual exploitation – the creation of extreme child abuse images, some – but not all – of which was ‘Satanically themed’. Julian Vayne, Nicola Ward, and Ann & Adrian Brynn-Evans, were, according to these disclosures, all involved in the Colin Batley group. As from the IOT’s Halloween meeting in 2003, held at Trevalga Manor, Cornwall, they were all involved in the sexual abuse of my learning disabled stepson, who was at that time just 6 years old. Since then he had been constantly re-targetted, and this is almost definitely continuing today – he has been returned to Trevalga Manor, and the people he said abused him make no secret of there presence there. The connection between Peter Pracownick, Julian Vayne and Nicola Ward is also easily verified with a simple Google search.

Rose has sex-death (the meaning of ‘Thanateros’) cultists for a mother (Nicola Ward), stepfather (Julian Vayne), grandfather (Robert Harris), grandmother (Ann Brynn-Evans), and step-grandfather (Adrian Brynn-Evans). Given the addition of corruption in local authorities, and a paedophile ring members who ‘just happened’ to be living in our immediate area here in Bristol (Martyn Tucker), it is no wonder she was totally ‘duped’ – Jasmine and I were the only people around her telling the truth. She puts herself in dire jeopardy by remaining in touch with them, along with those around her, and is apparently completely their creature. Since Rose has been exposed as feeding information about us to people trying to harm us, ran messages between Martyn Tucker (a member of the paedophile ring) and Peter Pracownick (the biological father), and has lied to us and caused as much additional hurt as possible, Rose has made herself too great a liability to allow in our lives.

That’s how real this is, and how tragic. I have even had to cut all contact with my own daughter. That doesn’t mean I don’t still love her, or that she does not still love me, however duped she has been into misdirecting her anger. I’ll never forget her saying, “If it is all true, Dad is to blame for abandoning me to a paedophile ring.” Which is hardly fair – just because it didn’t work out between her mother and me does not mean I abandoned her – indeed I spent many years fighting for access; contact between Rose and I was, in the end, enforced by the Family Law Courts. Ironic, then, that Rose should, in 2013, appear in the Family Law Courts here in Bristol to joyfully grass her father up for smoking marijuana, as if this were ‘evidence’ I was a bad parent, betraying her step-brother by attempting to sway the courts into returning him to his abusers. As it happened the Magistrate made a completely fair ruling – that her stepbrother should choose for himself where he wanted to be – but social services never explained this choice to him.

And speaking of misdirected anger; I also have to deal with people like this ex-soror, who seems to have returned to activity in the Illuminates of Thanateros, UK. I understand her cognitive dissonance only too well. It is hard to accept such unpalatable truths, especially if they concern people you once thought of as ‘frater’ or ‘soror’, let alone if they are also of your own blood family. My ex-soror claims to have no reason to believe me. The truth is, she has no genuine reason not to. We have no reason to lie. We are long over being re-traumatized when people fail to hear us, but we won’t pretend it is easy putting our necks above the line for other people’s benefit. It is not like either of us owed her any favours, nor anyone else we have warned, but at least we tried.

There is some good news, however small in comparison to our tragedy.

Judging by sales of THE NUERONOMICΘN, and the gathering membership of ICΘN, more and more people are seeing through the lies. This is very encouraging – not just for us, but for occultism as a whole. Many of us remember when it was impossible to tell your average Catholic that their preistcraft was riddled with paedophiles, or that there were close links between the Mafia and the Vatican. Our situation has been entirely comparable. More so than most ‘occultists’ are yet ready to realize. The Vatican had been peddling exactly the same lies and excuses, as well as silencing disclosures with allegations of ‘false memory syndrome’, ‘mental health issues’, ‘attention seeking’, and all the rest, that certain occult leaders (Satanic and otherwise) continue to peddle today – the only difference is that the rings operating within occultism continue to thrive unchallenged.

It is clear that, if we want occultism to thrive, we need to expose the paedophiles and sort this problem out from the ground upwards. Nobody else is going to do this for us. It is also clear that those with the wisdom to hear the disclosures of victims, or of whistle-blowers like ourselves, remain in the minority – but our numbers are growing, and they shall continue to grow.

It will not be long before there are enough of us to make life very difficult for the guilty indeed.

THE WITCH: A History of Fear from Ancient Times to the Present

Book Review, Cover Up, Crime, Occult, Paedophilia, Paganism, Ritual Abuse

THE WITCH: A History of Fear from Ancient Times to the Present

Ronald Hutton

Yale Books, 2017

ISBN 978-0-300-22904-2

Review by Nathaniel J. Harris.

I have stood in Circle with Ron Hutton. I met him through my parents, Ann and Adrian Brynn-Evans. In 2006, all three appeared alongside as witnesses in the murder trial of Peter Solheim. Since the circumstances of these events have everything to do with witches, alleged ‘witch hunts’, and a great deal of fear, historical and current, I cannot review this book without considering them.

TRIGGER WARNING: The following will most definitely trigger survivors of ritual abuse. It is also deeply disturbing to anyone with a heart to care about the suffering of other people.

Solheim’s murder, according to what my mother told me, was ritualistic, utterly horrific, and could only have been achieved by a group of people working together. Sigils had been carved into his flesh. His limbs were smashed with a heavy weight before he was thrown into the sea, still conscious, his severed penis sown up inside his mouth. The newspapers didn’t report those details. What they did report, however, was that his floating body was accidentally discovered, against all the odds, by a boat called The Clairvoyant.

Seriously. You couldn’t make this shit up. Google their names. Read the newspaper reports.

You might notice something else quite unusual, among all the flapping cloaks, about the statements made during the trial. The witnesses all have worse things to say about the deceased than the person accused of murdering them. They seem to be intent not in the pursuit of justice, but on utterly destroying the character of the deceased. And Professor Ron Hutton is among them.

Note also that, alongside my parents and Hutton, a certain Peter Petrauske was called to the stand. Like everyone else involved, he proceeded to assassinate the character of Solheim. What is especially significant is that, a year later, Petrauske was himself prosecuted for ritualistic child abuse, still crying ‘witch hunt’ as they dragged him off to the beast wing. Soon afterwards, Peter Solheim was identified as having been part of the same ring. Look it up, if you still don’t believe me.

How knowledgable was Hutton regarding this paedophile ring? Was he involved in child abuse rituals? Was he involved in the cover-up?

I still cannot answer this question, but I can say that despite having had direct contact with people now prosecuted for ritualistic child abuse during the 1980s, and long before, as well as crimes that took place far more recently, Hutton regurgitates the same old lies and expects us all to swallow them;

“The panic over satanic ritual abuse of children that erupted in North America during the 1980s and crossed the Atlantic to Britain at the end of the decade, was, as Jean La Fontaine has demonstrated in detail, based firmly on the early modern construct of an international, devil-worshipping sect concealed within Western societies. It was, however, repackaged in a form suitable for rationalists, such as many of the social workers (and in America, teachers and police as well) who became persuaded of its truth… .. This credence was enough to produce some dreadful miscarriages of justice, on both sides of the Atlantic, before careful investigation revealed a complete lack of evidence for such a Satanist conspiracy.” (p42).

If there are any truly abhorrent misconceptions in the Western world, it is the lie that ‘satanic’ ritual abuse has been proven to be some kind of false flag propagated by a world wide conspiracy of psychotherapists, duped social workers, fundamentalist Xtians, and thousands of people who have all been impossibly hypnotised into believing they were continually targetted for sexual abuse by black magic cults during their entire childhoods. I have written about The False Memory Syndrome’s connections to high level paedophile rings elsewhere. Note that there were no ‘recovered memories’, or fundie Xtians, anywhere in this narrative. Sadly, however, as with every paedophile ring that has been busted in the UK so far, there have been duped social workers – duped into believing the rings do not exist, and make matters a thousand times worse for any survivors who speak up.

Let this be clear; I am not accusing Hutton of involvement with the ritual abuse of children, or the creation of child abuse films, as Colin Batley and his kind have been prosecuted for. Nor am I saying that his association with anyone connected to such crimes implies his guilt in any way – after all, I myself was blind to how vile these people really were, and I was at very close quarters with many of them, and for many years. What I am saying is that Hutton knows the reality of ritual child abuse and coercive mind control (or ‘brainwashing’ as they called it in the newspapers when reporting on Batley) and yet publicly denies it.

This itself is an atrocity. Ask any survivor, if you have the wisdom to hear what you hear.

My personal experience that what the newspapers have reported is just a small part of what has been going on. The only reason it is reported at all is because it was already to late to cover it up, otherwise it would have been. I don’t want to believe it any more than you do, but there really is a criminal network making massive profits from mind control and ritual abuse, and it has been operating for decades, hidden in plain sight.

Ann and Adrian, my mother and stepfather, were intimately connected with this case. Ann told me how she and Adrian had been admitted, by Margaret James, to Solheim’s ‘temple’ in the attic of his house, after the murder but before the investigation (!?), to remove his Magical Diary; tampering with the evidence, because their names were mentioned in it so often. If that is not damning enough, she also told me how she and Adrian had been present at a Circle held some months previous to Solheim’s murder, in which a poppet had been baptised in Peter Solheim’s name, its arms and legs broken before being ‘drowned’ in a bottle of urine. She boasted of this, privately, as if it were a magical ‘result’. This was all around the time Jasmine and I were being stalked by some kind of black magic serial killer, later identified as Colin Batley, which I have written about elsewhere.. Not the only one of his kind we’ve had on our case since then, either, Google ‘Frank Parker Bristol’.. another of the ring..

But let’s get back to what this all has to do with Ron Hutton..

Despite what you may think you know about the Satanic Panic, these cases prove that ritualistic child abuse really was going on – not just during the late eighties, but long before, and has continued unchecked ever since. They also prove the existence of a far reaching, well connected (read deep into the Colin Batley case – is it really possible that the retired police commissioner living right next door in the same cul de sac never noticed anything suspicious? For ten years? Nor the disgraced bishop living to the other side, also right next door?), and long lasting, criminal conspiracy – it is merely semantics to argue as to whether we call it ‘Satanic’.

If we are going to split hairs, perhaps we should call it a ‘Pagan conspiracy’, and ‘Pagan ritual abuse’, since those prosecuted so far were all members of The Pagan Federation (inside knowledge – Adrian at the time was their regional coordinator for the South West). Note that the PF even have prison chaplins these days, so I’m sure they’ll get plenty of visits.. and here’s some more inside knowledge – they even have connections with the half-way houses for when they get out, here in Bristol. I met them at one of Ann and Adrian’s “Witches’ Tea Parties”, before they fled back to Milton Keynes.

But this is bigger than the Pagan Federation, too. You can take my word on that, as someone who has been there, or not. These days, nearly a decade on, being called a liar, or crazy, and all the rest, is all just water off my back.

But then, I am stronger than most, in mind and will, and I know what I know.

It seems to me that Ron is knowingly covering up the reality of ‘ritual abuse’, regurgitating the same lies Petrauske did when they dragged him away. These are the same lies that meant such crimes have gone on for decades. Lies that have meant victims have gone unheard. Lies that have caused untold suicides. Lies that are, in themselves, a form of abuse, especially when repeated knowingly. Lies have all heard, over and over, until we have learned to perpetuate them ourselves. Lies that create an environment where it is impossible to disclose severe abuses of human rights. And it seems to me that, since there is nothing new in this entire book – to practitioner, historian, nor criminal investigator – it was written purely to perpetuate these lies.