Happy New Year


We thought we would bring in the New Year by saying thank you to all those who have given us their support. Not all of this has been online and visible to the world, and nor should it be.

Here in the city of Bristol there is a strong sense of community, and we were well known even before the ‘shit hit the fan’ in 2012, and the truth about what the Id-I.O.T.s, my family, and Colin Batley had been up to started to come out. Ujima, Bristol’s world respected community radio station, were keen to speak to us from day one. We were not prepared to do this at the time as we had yet to ascertain the extent of our danger, plus the legal implications, not to mention being severely freaked out and traumatised. Shortly after speaking with us Ujima ran the infamous interview with barrister Michael Shrimpton concerning cover-ups around high level sadistic paedophile rings in the UK. They also interviewed David Shurter, author of Down the Rabbit Hole: A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story, with whom I had been in some communication, concerning the reality of ‘Satanic’ ritual abuse and ‘protected’ paedophiles. These two interviews are not unconnected to Ujima having spoken to us.

When Annabelle Forest’s book telling of her ordeal growing up in Colin Batley’s seedy cult, Devil on the Doorstep, hit the shelves it sold out of all major retailers in Bristol by mid-day, and was restocked several times. It is well known that the cult brainwashed children into sexual slavery, and that it involved many people who have yet to be prosecuted. It does not surprise many people we speak to to learn that the cult is still operating, or that we know who they are.

Jasmine never ceases to amaze me with her strength and courage. When she was fighting against the Social Service’s grand error (?) that returned her son to his abusers – his biological ‘father’ and associates – she also held down a respectable job, and still does now. The bosses, as well as everyone else there that matters in the large central offices she works in, have been fully aware of her tragic situation (indeed, they read this blog), and have remained supportive for five years now. For obvious reasons we will not name the company she works for, but they are not inconsequential in this city.

Regarding me own work, I will admit to having had to do a few part time jobs and temping, but support for my creativity has provided more than money could ever buy. It has put me in touch with other, similarly creative people and widened my social circle – further than it ever did before all the treacherous back-stabbers and tail bearers were expelled from our lives. Keeping the wrong company keeps the right company away.

Over the past five years I have published several occult books under the name Nathaniel J. Harris, being the name on my birth certificate, as well as a novella, and a collection of short stories, under the pen-name Nathan Mortlock. My work has been commended by a handful of well known names and continues to sell steadily. Issue One, Volume One of the Occult Digest, published by Black Moon in New Orleans, ran an except from my folkloric witchcraft book The Devil’s Door, and the book was briefly taken off the market while I considered them as a potential publisher (I turned them down). During that time, I saw several second hand copies sold over Amazon for over £500 each, and two pristine copies sold for over £900. I think is is fair to say that support for my work remains strong, despite the bad choices of certain occult publishers and bookshops (I see Treadwell’s is hosting another evening with a member of the paedophile ring this month – deep sigh. I may have to write more about Christina Harrington’s tragic choices in the near future, if her shop is still running by then..).

My most recent work, The NeuronomiconA 21st Century Grimoire has just undergone what I hope will be its final rewrite and will soon be made available to the public. This began as a series of chapbooks, self published under the pen-name Animi Imperio, written in response to a flurry of support, interest, and questions when I reappeared over public media in 2016, during which time a small ‘special interest’ working group began to develop. Everyone that stuck with it saw an improvement in their results – and a few of the more advanced practitioners have told me they are now using The Neuronomicon as a teaching tool. I am confident the resulting material represents the first genuine advance in the technology of magick in 100 years, and is quite probably the most powerful grimoire currently available in the West without clearance from the government (not that the competition is up to much!). Early versions have already earned favourable comments from Pat Mills, originator of 2000 AD, Valerie Sinason of the Tavistock Institute, controversial journalist Sonia Poulton, Michael Coldwell, a reviewer for Starburst magazine, Ray Sherwin, the originator of Chaos magick, and Mick Norris, who illustrated Liber Null & Psychonaut, among others.

This blog has also been a success. Many of my posts are republished, copied, mirrored, and made available elsewhere. I rarely publish comments, preferring to reply privately if possible, and I keep my viewing figures private (rather than sit there artificially expanding them, or paying for a click-farm to inflate my ‘likes’, as certain other BloBbers do). If I were not getting readers I would have given up long ago.

Although the paedophile ring successfully misdirected Bristol’s local authorities in the past, things have changed drastically. An outspoken member of the ring, and a certain ex-cult leader, have both received warnings from the Police not to contact me, or to continue trolling me. Sadly, since I made the mistake of replying to them, I am unable to bring a harassment case against them at this time, but most certainly will do if their behaviour reverts. It has also been ascertained that under UK law this blog, intended as it is to expose and prevent serious crime, does not constitute harassment and is in no way illegal.

The same cannot be said for Hoaxtead, which seems to be largely run by Douglas Mesner and certain members of the I.O.T. I expect they may attempt to attack me again through these sock-puppets, but I shall not be offering injured retorts or otherwise feeding their narcissism. I understand some kind of legal action against them is in preparation, and offer my sincere support to those this website has targeted. However, we shall not be allowing ourselves to be drawn into an emotive flame war over serious issues that endanger children. Having ascertained that these people are indeed the guilty parties, and not simply misdirected social justice warriors, we have no further reason to engage with them. The same goes for the sock-puppets they have created to pose as survivors and campaigners in their vain attempt to control the narrative from both sides – even going as far as creating websites apparently exposing themselves.

My first new project for this year is to create an updated and expanded version of the book from which this blog takes its current title – Beast Wing 666; Ritual Abuse in the UK, for which I have interest from a professional publisher. If all goes well both Jasmine and I will be making ourselves available for interviews and appropriate public appearances in order to deal with this problem further.

None of this would be possible without all the amazing support we have received. A huge thank you from both Jasmine and myself, and our sincere wishes that you all have a fantastic 2018.



Review: OUROBOROS by Ray Sherwin


For those who do not know the name Ray Sherwin he is the chap who originally coined the term ‘Chaos Magic’ and put the work in to form the original Illuminates of Thanateros. Without Ray none of it would have happened. It might surprise you to learn he is no peacock, swanning around boasting and claiming responsibility for everything – which is why his name has remained relatively obscure compared to certain cuckoos in the nest we shall not name here. It might also surprise you to learn that he does not consider any of this to be some kind of legacy, or anything to be particularly proud of.

There is more wisdom in this one book than in the entire corpus of Chaos Magic published so far. It contains, hands down, the most important information that anyone interested or in any way involved with the ‘path’ at any level could possibly read. In a time where certain big names have been so intent on covering up the true story of Chaos Magick and the I.O.T.’s origins  – including, among other atrocities, crimes of extreme child abuse and the death of three youngsters – it is a great relief to see that at least one of it’s innovators has the balls to tell the truth. Occultism in general can only benefit from such honesty.

But there is much more to this book than blowing away the false glamours of pretentious and abusive fools. There is also real magick, from a reappraisal of sigil magick to musings upon the nature of Self in relation to Kaos and Kosmos. Ray presents us with insights drawn from decades of experience; arguably more than any other person associated with the Chaos current. This is not so much a book of instructions of ‘how to do’ so much as a book about ‘how it was done’. As Ray puts it himself, the secrets of magick can be written on the back of a postage stamp, which may be oversimplifying things but you get the point. What we find here are examples as to how those secrets were applied.

What stand out for me personally, apart from the great relief that someone with some real ‘weight’ behind them has finally outed all those nasty paedophiles in Chaos Magick (and Satanism, too), is that Ray actually has some TALENT. The poetry and prose in the rituals published here are a joy to read, and to re-read. There are things that can only be expressed as ‘sidereal’, as Austin Spare put it, and not everybody is capable of doing this.

But what about his ‘results’, you ask? Other than inventing Chaos Magick, that is?

I happen to know all the supposedly ‘big names’ in the Chaos current. The only one who made himself even slightly wealthy (not ‘rich’, as he claims) did so by copying Ray’s business model. Apart from this, he is also the only one who seems to have married well. Have you ever noticed how plain most of the women in Chaos Magick are? Or how the men who have wives keep them hidden, and you never hear from them? And before anyone accuses me of being ‘sexist’ for having said so, it is not me who adheres to the myth that a woman cannot be both intelligent and beautiful at the same time.. a myth certain unnamed Chaos magicians seem to use to excuse themselves for having such butt ugly wives, and an attitude similarly shared by most of the women they associate with, who cannot take women seriously if they are better looking than they are.

Not only is Ray’s wife Lorraine beautiful, she is also talented. Her artwork graces the pages of Ouroboros, and she also did the covers for this book and Ray’s previous publication V.I.T.R.I.O.L.

Sell all your old Chaos Magick books, give them to a charity shop, better yet burn them all, and read this one instead. When you have finished reading it, read it again.

You won’t be disappointed.





Some more facts concerning our case by Jasmine DeVille


I am very sad to have to bring up all this again but I will not have an innocent man slandered, as Nathaniel has been by the likes of Mogg Morgan, the Hoaxtead blog and others – and I will not have other innocents twisted into protecting the guilty.

Most of the disclosures upon which Nathaniel’s book Beast Wing 666 are based were made to me – the child’s mother. Nathaniel was not present, does not even know the half of them and does not need to.

The child concerned is now an adult and would prefer everyone to shut up about them. It is perfectly understandable – the impression they have been given about how the justice system works is that nobody takes you seriously and instead punishes the innocent for saying anything against the guilty.

I spent nine months in the Family Law Court when Social Services decided to bring a case against us for allegedly forcing a child to make their disclosures (as the paedophile ring had claimed). It was me that insisted on a Fact Finding, which is why the case took so long. When all the evidence had been sifted – and despite cult members being called to the stand by Social Services as witnesses against us (!) – the Magistrate decided that we were good parents who had taken the child seriously, that we had taken every step to protect and support them, that the Police investigation had been mishandled, and we should have been given greater protection.

It is Social Services (specifically social worker Rebecca Mumford) who are in contempt of the court’s ruling, and it is they who are the reason my child grew to adulthood in the clutches of paedophiles – their biological father, his partner and their friends – being made to do and say God(s) knows what to protect themselves from further abuse. I fear to make contact with them for worry they may be punished for even speaking to me.

These are the facts, sad as they are. Nathaniel stood by us in the face of his own family. He sacrificed his career as an occult author, on occasions his freedom. Spending nights in the cells on charges of harassing suspected paedophiles – when all he has done is protect us – really brings the justice system into focus.

Most importantly – the Police believe us. The Crown Prosecution Service have decided not to proceed at this time but this does NOT mean the allegations were dismissed. It is simply that the disclosures were made by a vulnerable young person who does not have the strength to take the stand in court. The only actual witnesses to the crimes against them are the accused – all we can do is point out the huge amount of readily available circumstantial evidence, such as that Nathaniel’s parents Ann & Adrian Bryn-Evans appeared in the paper during the trail for the murder of their associate Peter Solheimlater identified as a member of the same paedophile ring as their other associate Peter Petrauske, who also appeared at the trial. We have said as much as we are prepared to at this time and hope that other witnesses will come forward.

To those within the occult community who have ignored our warnings – go ahead, hang out with these unprosecuted members of the paedophile Cul-De-Sac cult. Get into their lives. See how often they can tell the truth about anything. Ask yourself these questions: Why are they so quick to deny the existence of ritual abuse? Do you REALLY believe these people can do magick? How often do they have anything good to say about each other – let alone anyone else?

At the heart of it the guilty have my pity. I feel very sorry for the deluded saps if they actually thought that abusing a disabled child would bring them more power. If they were bribed or coerced by people they believe are more powerful than them my pit is all the greater. They cannot undo what has been done. They also cannot undo their displays of malicious libel and slander in their efforts to protect themselves. The fact they will display their cruelty at every opportunity shows desperate weakness of character.

We note that Treadwells have hosted many events for those who abused my child. They have also held a special evening of ritual abuse denial. How about inviting US along to give a talk about the REALITY of ritual abuse?

Are we alone?

Satanic Ritual Abuse, Uncategorized

I might be slow to catch on but is it true that the Colin Batley case is the only successfully proven and prosecuted case of organized Satanic ritual abuse (and don’t whinge that the newspapers don’t call it that – ask us not Wikkipedia – which gives only misinformation) in the whole world.. ever? For the past 5 years we have been trying to expose those who escaped prosecution and stay alive. Pretty much all on our own. And we seem to be the only survivors the media refuse to interview or help, despite SRA becoming a media shitstorm. Why is that?

Sibling Day


Today is sibling day. I have three half brothers who have all sided with my mother and dismissed the allegations of child rape made against her and her husband, and a half sister who is very wealthy and could change it all for the better without any hardship to herself. My family sucks big time and are not worth celebrating.

This is not to ‘whinge’ – if your family are worth the love, be grateful and make sure they are appreciated. You are lucky.

Clarification re: Hoaxtead SJWs


The following post from my own FB page was republished and miscontextualised on the Hoaxtead site, where I have made it quite clear I do not desire to communicate with them – and why. I have been in communication with the police and hope to hear soon regarding further proceedings. I have been denied any right of reply on their site, presumably because my comments there were showing them up as the Id-I.O.T.s they are.

I would like to make it clear that I take the Hoaxstead sockpuppets’ allegations against us very seriously. However I do not have any evidence of them being, personally, paedophiles or murderers. I do not even know who they are.

It remains true, however, that we have been stalked in the past by those connected with Colin Batley’s cul-de-sac cult, including someone who very definitely is a paedophile and murderer, having served a long sentence for the rape and murder of a child. We have our own reasons to suspect others who have harassed us in the past are also guilty of both extreme child abuse and murder. This is in the real world, not in any tit-for-tat online stupidity from misguided SJW and psuedo-Satanic college boys who have never even joined any orders or covens – unless you include the juvenile online forums they frequent; which no genuine Satanist ever would.

These cul-de-sac cultists have also spread lies that closely correlate to those being spread on the Hoaxtead site. By their own admission James Hind and others are acting on their behalf. They are just more dupes among many, and not worth too much time engaging with.

What their repost does show it that the online harassment from those involved with the Hoaxtead site had not abated in over 11 days. I suspect it makes them feel important. Sadly they do not seem to understand the legal trouble they could find themselves in, or the equally serious and entirely criminal problems they might be stirring up.


A warning.


We have not been given a gagging order regarding the Family Law Court proceedings in our case. I have been given instruction by an excellent barrister that it would be contempt of court to publish the actual papers, which run into thousands of pages, even with names redacted. This is s shame as it is our opinion this could only be to our advantage.

However, and this is the important bit; We are allowed to talk about it. The situation is very delicate and it might even prove legal to say more than we already have in defending ourselves against damaging gossip and on-line ‘trolling’; some of which is very serious indeed.

We have nothing further to add at this time but we are seeking to bring legal charges against those responsible for the harassment we have been receiving regarding matters we would rather keep private, or are unsure regarding the legality of disclosing. Fair warning has been given.